The Moments I remember | Choi Beomgyu

Choon Hee

Beomgyu POV
After the show ended, Taehyun, Yeonjun hyung, Soobin hyung, Kai and I asked So-ra and Jo-li to join us at the after party. All of us were there. My hand in hers, it was the best feeling. We were having drinks just when I heard a very familiar voice....

"How could you do this to me Gyu..?"

In Front of me stood her familiar face. The face I used to love and stare at for hours a year before. My ex-girlfriend, Choon Hee. I was expressionless, it felt like someone shoved a big bowl of my dark past right down my throat.

"C-Choon Hee, w-what are you doing here?"
"That doesn't matter Beomgyu. How could you? After all the love I gave you, you betray me with this bitch?"

Tears started to fall off her face. Jo-li stepped forward and whispered in my ear
"Who's she?"

I was still shocked at this. All the members knew perfectly well why I was shocked. I grabbed Jo-li's wrist and took her outside, trying not to create a scene at the after party.

I was starting to get tense. Joli noticed it. We were outside, on the lawn. Her hands cupped my face and she softly asked me "Who was she Beomgyu?"

"She's my ex girlfriend"

We stared at each other's eyes and I could make out that she was hurt that she didn't know that I had an ex. I know it was wrong not to tell her but there was a reason i didn't!

"Why didn't you tell me before?"
"Be-because it's dark. Our story, it's dark Jo-li."
"I'm all ears. I wanna know what happened."
"Are you sure?"
"100 percent yes"

- 1 year ago -

Beomgyu POV
I was working at the club for my night shift. The usual, serving drinks and taking care of the guests. I knew i was 17 at that time and i was under the age of working there but i needed to work to earn money and my uncle owned the club. I was in a room cleaning the mess the previous couple left there after going. I was sweeping the floor when I saw Choon Hee burst open the door and bash in. She was my neighbour. We weren't close but we saw each other everyday because our mothers were best friends. 

"Choi Beomgyu, you've hurt me enough. I won't let you hurt me more"
"When did i hurt you"

There was anger in her eyes when she bashed in but it turned into something soft and lovely. She came forward and kissed my lips. She was drunk but i was pretty sober, still i didn't know why she kissed me.

"I like you, is it so hard to understand?"

Those words hit me. How could she like me? It was unbelievable. I didn't return her feelings at that time but she looked like she craved for this moment. I didn't want to hurt her more by saying I didn't return her feelings.

"I like you too"

I said it bluntly. I knew it was stupid of me. I was playing with her feelings but I just didn't know what I could've done. She leaned in for another kiss. This one was more deepened. I broke the kiss.

"I have work to do right now"
"I'll wait for you"

She left. I was still frozen after all this. I finished my work with my mind still on Choon Hee. I was walking on the street and was about to reach when a girl pulled me and it was Choon Hee. She took me inside her house. Her parents were out for a business meeting. It was just her and me in the big house. She dragged me to her room and started kissing me roughly.

"Beomgyu why aren't you kissing me back. I know you like me too"

I didn't but the stupid me said i did like her. "WHAT HAVE I DONE?" I thought.

I kissed her back. I JUST DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I knew I had fucked up.
We made out in her bed. My fucking ass was sober but i still made out with her just for the sake of not hurting her. Next morning I woke up early and went straight to my house. 

Deeply thinking about what I should do, I received a text from her.
      About last night.... Lets just keep it to us... But be at my place tonight or else....


Or else WHAT? What would she do if I didn't come? I just went there and she grabbed my collar, our faces just an inch away..

"Choi Beomgyu, let me be your night stand"
"The fuck, i dont want you to be my night stand."
"Then let's date", and she smashed her lips against mine. I didn't realise this until now but she was actually beautiful and her lips.. Her lips were so soft. I didn't think for a second and got swayed away. 

We pretty much made out everyday from then onwards and i didnt even realise that i feel for her. I took her out on dates, and we danced to romantic songs. It felt like heaven until.. Until one day someone from our school proposed to me but I rejected. But, the next day I heard that the girl died. Yes she died because she was poisoned. I was distrubed, this was too much for me to handle. Could her death be related to me?
I was in the park with Choon Hee
"It's just weird how she died the next day when she proposed to me", i said
"Why are you worried? I mean it good that she died or she would have come into our way"
"Someone had DIED, aren't you even a little scared?" I said.
"I should be but i don't care even though i killed her"
"WHAT THE HELL?"
"Yea, i killed her"

The look she gave me was scary. As if she was the next demon.

"You killed her-?"
"Yes, and i will kill everybody who gets in our way Beomie"

I didn't say more.. I straightaway went to her mother and told her everything. This wasn't a joke! I know I loved to see her but this was insane. Her mother took her to a mental hospital in a different city but before she left she screamed at me..

"Choi Beomgyu, I WILL COME BACK"

-Present-

"I never thought she would come back but she did.."
"She's crazy Jo-li, she is hella crazy"

Tears fell from Jo-li's eyes. She was hurt and scared. I embraced her in a hug.

"I'm sorry i didn't tell you earlier"
"It's okay.. All that matters is that now i know"
"I love you Park Jo-li and no one will ever take you away from me. Even if the heavens want us to separate, I'll never let go of you, ever.."
"I love you too.."

So-ra POV
It had been a long time since Beomgyu and Jo-li went out. The party was about to come to an end. The girl left the place to I don't know where. But she left..
Taehyun told me about the story of her and Beomgyu. She was scarry.. I was worried but I knew nothing would happen to Jo-jo because Beomgyu was with her..

"So-ra, i have to talk to you", Taehyun said.
"Yes?"
"Will you go out with me?"

WHAT DID HE JUST SAY?! I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING. I WAS STRAIGHT UP SHOCKED.

"Kim So-ra im talking to you. Will you be my girlfriend?"
"Fuck yes", i leaned it right away for a kiss. The boy I liked, liked me back? What could've been the odds? This was the happiest day for me..

I was taken. Taken by Kang Taehyun....

A/N
AHHH this is the longest i've written so far.. So what do you think about Beomgyu's past? And do you like Taehyun and So-ra together? Let me know by your comments. Even ur little comments make me feel good <33 Sorry for not uploading this chapter yesterday i just need to form the plot of this story properly and then i felt lazy hehe <33 
    -XOXO