Sad eyes (Baekhyun FF)

Forget me

Chapter 6:

i couldn't really sleep last night, because of what happend with Exo and i couldn't stop thinking about my first kiss. I never really thought that i would have my first kiss. I actually thought that i would die before that could happen... because i wanted to kiss Baekhyun. I guess it was a childish dream. He wouldn't ever like me, would he?
My phone started to ring.
>"Hello?"< I asked.
>"Yaaa, BYEOL WHERE ARE YOU?!"< It was Sang-min.
>"I'm at the Hospital"<
>"Why didn't you come today?"<
>"I just didn't want to.."<
>"Did something happen yesterday?"<
>"Yesterday?.. No! Hahahaahaha..."< I lied.
>"What did the Manager say?"<
>"I couldn't talk to him.. he was too busy!"<
>"Oh... maybe next time!! I need to hang up now, class is starting.."<
>"Okay! Have fun at school."<
>"You're funny.. Bye!"<
He ended the call.
I can't tell him what happend yesterday. He would just be more worried.
I went outside to get some other thoughts.
I went into a bus i never before drove with and got out at the endstation.
When i got out of the bus teens were dancing and singing on the street.
I went to the big crowd and watched 3 boys dancing and singin.
They did very well, almost like real idols.
One of them turned around and faced me.
"Sang-min?! O.O" I was shocked that it was Sang-min.
When he saw me he got shocked and tried to cover his face while dancing.
But i already knew that he was Sang-min.
When the boy's were done with the show i ran to Sang-min.
"Sang-min what are you doing here?"
"I don't know who Sang-min is!" He tried to change his voice and didn't face me.
"Yaa! Why didn't you tell me about this all?" I hit him on his arm.
"Ouch that hurt!" He rubbed his arm.
"Let's talk somewhere else! Please.."
He dragged me into a Café.
"Promise me you won't tell anybody about this, if anybody finds this out I'm dead!!"
"I won't tell anybody, but why didn't you tell me this?!"
"It's just kind of embarrassing, I felt maybe you'll think it's stupid.."
"What why do you think like that? I'm your friend I will support you no matter what kind of stupid idea is in your head and to be very honest it isn't a stupid idea, you really looked like a real Idol!"
"Are you serious I looked like a real idol?"
"Yes you were so great, since when are you doing this? you looked so pro!"
"Actually I'm doing this since a year now!"
"What and I didn't know! Did you already go to an audition?"
"No I wasn't ready yet..."
"Yaa Pabo!! Go to an audition! I will support you!"
"Really? You will???"
"Yes you idiot! You can't hide that talent for ever!"
"Thank you!!" He hugged me.
"Haha you're welcome!" I hugged him back.
"Yaa i thought you bouth are not dating!" A familiar voice spoke.
I pushed Sang-min away from me"We are not dating! Just friends!!"
"Not you again!!"Sang-min looked annoyed to the guy from the bus.
"I'm not happy too, to see you again!" He sat between me and Sang-min.
"Yaa go away!" Sang-min yelled.
"Shut up, i can sit where i want. This is my Café."
"B-Bo?! Your Café?!" Sang-min & I asked.
"Actually it is from my dad, but i'm his son, so it also is my Café." He proudly said.
"Aish and i always came here.." Sang-min said.
"What are you guys doing here anyway? Isn't this place far away from your homes?"
"Non of your business!" Sang-min angrily said.
"Yaa Sang-min stop beeing so childish! We are here because Sang-min will audition soon!" I said.
"Hahahahahahaha that guy will audition?! XD" he started to laugh very loud, so that everyone was looking at us.
"Yaa stop laughing!!" I yelled at him.
"Wait you're serious?.."
"Yes i'm"
He started to laugh again."How can that guy audition, you will only emberres yourself! Just go finish your school and do something realistic!"
"Why do you even care. It's not like you're better than me. So stop telling me to stop when you yourself don't know me."Sang-min stood up from his chair"See you at school Byeol" He left the Café.
"Aigo now you made him angry.." I said.
"Angry? It's true what i said. To be an idol is hard, you have no privacy and you have to do anything your Manager tells you. You sell your freedom, only to be an idol. It's no fun, in the end you will regrate it..."
"You're talking like someone who is or was an idol!"
"You should go a better way. Do something that has a bigger and better futur^^" He patted my head.
"I don't like it when you're so serious!" I said to him.
"You should go home now, it's getting late!" He stood up and dragged me out the Café.
"Yaa what are you doing!? Why are you so weird all of a sudden??" I tried to get free from his hand.
"Take care.."
It felt like as if it would be the last time to ever see him again and it somehow hurt, but i guess i'm just overreacting.
"We will meet again, right?" I asked him.
"..." No reply.
"Hey, tell me that we will meet again!" My eyes got teary.
"You said you will make me yours didn't you?!"
"It was stupid of me.."He said looking down.
"W-What?..."My tears started to fall and all of a sudden it started to rain.
"We can't meet anymore, just forget that you ever met me..."
"It didn't even start so how can you end it like this?!" I yelled at him.
"It is better to stop before it starts." He turned around.
"Go now or else you will catch a cold."
He left me in the rain crying.

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sorry for the short chapter, but the next one will be longer!
Aigoooo poor Byeol and she still doesn't know who he is. D:
Thanks for reading my book ^~^