my poetry are my hero's and inspirations

chapter 16

I wrote this for my mom wish she could see and read but anyways the picture is me and her glad I could finally write for her insha allah I hope she will see this one day

The picture is me and her

My mother

My mother is a woman like everyone else

But she is different coz she is my mom

She is different coz she hold me tight when I fail

She hold and told me everything will be ok

She did for me more than anything a mother could have done for her child

She taught me how to walk

How to speak

She taught me to stay still when the world falls down on me

She taught me to be strong and never give up

She taught me how to smile even when iam so broke inside

She taught me to smile and not cry in front of my enemies

She taught to love when there is a hate

She taught to help others even when I don't know them and to ask them nothing in Return

She taught me to keep moving forward no matter what

She taught me to go my way out for what I need and want to do

And not to dependent on anyone

Yet people thought her a weak woman

But I swear to Allah she is not a weak woman

But a far from that

She was there when I get hurt

Protecting me

She was there when I get scary

To keeping me safe

She was there when I fail

To encouraging me to keep going

She was there when I disappointed her

Still loving me simply saying is ok

She was there when I get home late just to ask me if I was ok

And most important she was there on every step of my life

She cry a lot but she never let me see a tear in her eyes

She she wanted to stop doing everything and give up

But she keep going for my sake

She spend so many sleepless nights just washing my school uniform

I fail on her so many ways

Yet she didn't felt disappointed on me

She was there when life get harder on me

She was there when I needed someone to go to

She was there when I needed a hug, love, support

All I had to do was just walk up to her and ask what I wanted

And people though her a weak woman

She gave me something that she didn't get

She send me to school

When everyone else thought it was wrong

She didn't let what others think stop her

She fought with so many people to keep me safe

She worked really hard to get me here today

She was a very busy woman but she still find time for me

She send me to school

So I get can education when she didn't get any chance to go to school

She worked extra hours just to pay my school supplies

She hold me when I get scary of going to school and told me everything will be ok

And people thought her a weak woman

And than one day one day I had to leave

Go somewhere a far a way from her

And till today I may not be with her

We may live in two different world

But she is in my heart and she will always be there

Now by the time I get to the piont where

I needed to decide what I want to be

My mother had her something for me to study in her mind

Like every other mom does for her kid

But when I explained to her what I want to do and I want to decide my major or who I want to be

She simply smile and set me free to do whatever I want to do and to be whoever I want to be

Even now she still support me, loves me, and leasing to me whatever I have to say over the phone

I try my best not to disappointed her

But sometimes I find myself disappointed her

But she still there loving me

But she doesn't know couple of things

And I wish I could just tell her

But it's not easy to do so

She doesn't know how Much I miss her

She doesn't know how much I love her

But she still there and asks nothing in return

All of the things she done for me or still doing for me

She did one important thing for me

And that's she gave me the gift of my life and than, she set me free

She believe in me and wants me to show the world what the daughter of a weak woman can do

And people thought her a weak woman

But I believe she is a very strong woman

Coz she is my MOM