Online (extended version)

Under The Influence

Hold on now. Maybe . . . Brittany began to reason with herself as she chewed on her fingertip, maybe, I could finally have an opportunity to actually feel something, to have some interaction with another person, to not be alone . . .

She didn't know if it the alcohol talking or what, but she continued to ponder the idea.

After heading back to the kitchen to refill the glass with more wine, Brittney returned to the bedroom and sat back on the bed.

She took a sip of the wine, and sat the glass on the nightstand. She then stretched her legs out in front of her, crossed them at the ankles, and reached for the laptop again.

Was she really about to do this, she wondered as she opened the laptop back up and saw that ricosuave69 was still in the chat room.

He has sent her several more messages.

"Hello?

You still there?

Does this mean you don't want to meat me in person? 😒

*meet"

She reached for the wine glass and downed all of it at once. Now feeling light headed, she returned the glass to the nightstand.

She decided she was ready to reply.

"Im not sure, " she typed in response,"2b honest, I lik women.  i dress like this cause it make me feel like a girl an it feel good but i dont  dress lik this for guy."

"How u know you wouldn't like it, if u nevr tried it? UR so gorgeous in that photo. You excite me and make me feel good. Youve been a lot of fun to talk to. U R a genuinely sweet girl and beautiful too. Please give me a chance. I promise to be patient with u."

She hesitated, it was not what she was looking for.

"I don't know about it. . ."

"Come on. Just once. Im a nice guy I promise

Wait, i knoe. We could pretend right now. We could cyber role-play on webcam. Just let go of ur hangups and embrace the girl u obviously want to be. Put yourself totally in that role and tell me what u want to do to me. If you find you don't like it then and only then will yiu truly know its not for u"

For some reason, with the alcohol in his body, the idea of dropping his inhibitions for a few minutes and totally becoming the girl he so liked to dress up as, aroused Bradley.

He pondered the thought for a moment before deciding there would be no harm in pretending, playing a role. Besides, just this once he would be able to see if he could convincingly play the role of the girl in a scenario with another person. What harm could it do from the safety of a webcam.

After all, it was only pretend and they didn't actually know each other in real life. So it was safe.

He kept trying to convince himself by repeating that it was just pretend, not real.