O1.14.13
Monday
School was alright I guess.. Stood next to josh.. Was gonna say hi but I chicken out. On the bus ride home I plugged in my earphones and blasted music through my ears. I was tired of the world. Tired of my life.
When I got home I did my homework, went on Facebook, got a friend request from Christian! I accepted it of course. Them a but later I got a message from him, he asked me for my number.. Uh weird haha I gave it to him anyway, started doing my math homework and talking to him then switched to civics homework, hmm he said his dared him to ask me something? Probly ask me out what else could it be, I asked if he even likes me, his response "oh crap uhhhhhh" I started laughing, then he said you tell me first, but no I made him tell me first, HE DID LIKE ME! I told him I did too, my response "no but the opposite" haha that confused him but what was I thinking! I still am in love with josh, I guess I wanted a guy to distract me from josh, I mean I needed to get over him, obviously he already is over me. We talked for a while then he said he had to go to the gym to he'll message me later. We said bye. Then I listened to music got myself a rootbeer float and now I am watching dance academy and downloading conor Maynard music omg I am loving him! He's a new BRITISH artist. Later Christian messaged me he's back from the gym hahah, then josh messaged me, uh weird hahah lot of weird things happening today, well he said he's sorry for breaking my heart and he only did that because he was having heart problems and didn't wanna die while we were together, them he was like I want us to be friends or maybe more, ummm even more weird! Then he asked if we could Skype I said no because I look like crap now, then he started complimenting me saying I always look beautiful to him then he said, we can get back together if you want, umm I said yes! Duh haha but wait I don't know if I wanna go through this whole thing again.. Oh well YOLO!
O1.15.13
Tuesday
Crap! Scrolling through Facebook and see a post "new every monday switched at birth" today's Tuesday! PRETTY LITTLE LIARS! New episode every Tuesday at 8:OO thank goodness it's only 7:15. I turned on to abc family now watching pretty little liars. So you wanna know bout my day? Course you do. In the morning Christian acted all weird around me, then for the rest of the day I tried to avoid Jordan, 4th period me and Natiana passed notes again just like yesterday! Nothing really big happened today, exept me and josh are talking and hugging again!! Whooo! Got ready for bed but then saw my Facebook go off, it was christian, he talked for a bit, then he said he dont like josh and he think that he's a faggot.. He said theres no reason he just do, then he said if he asked me out before josh did what would i say.. I told him that i would say maybe idk and i asked him if he was gonna play with me like he did to zoey his ex and whatever other girls, he said he did that to zoey because she liked me alot and i wanted to make her happy.. Oh c'mon!! Thats not a reason to go out with the girl! I didnt actually say that though but then he said that he actually do like me, i dont know weather to believe him or not, Natiana messaged me, hey how come you not talking to jordan? He said he gonna cry! Oh great, let's make that a 3rd time I made him cry I mean if your gonna cry don't do it while we're on the phone or in front of me and make me feel guilty! But yeah Jordan just kept bothering Natiana about it and we both agree he's Annouying haha she said she just gonna tell him straight up he Annouying we said bye then now im talking to Christian he said he do actually like me and stuff I said "stuff" ? Then he was like well when I'm around you my tounge swells up and I don't know what to say so I'm like uhhh you like food? Hahah well I told him I'm going to bed.
O1.16.13
Wednesday
Ok so heres how my day went...cUggh test in 3rd period math! It was easy though. Had an awesome time at lunch my friends crack me up, then 5th period ok let's fast forward to the end of the day, I almost fell on my face on the cement floor in gym! That wasn't fun! Then Im suppose to meet Pablo in the band room, so i went there then we just talked about josh and how they have to sit right next to eachother in 7th period computers so he can't go a whole class without insulting him I thought that was hilarious! Then I found josh and yuck he was hanging out with kaley.. I ran right into the middle of them and grabbed his hand, um excuse me I was standing there! Yeah I know I said smiling, we just hung out there and talked then when it was time to go on our bus i gave josh a hug then my friend Emily then went for a hug from josh them kaley then I gave josh another tight hug then we looked at eachother and we kissed!! Ahhhhhh I haven't kissed him since before winter break! So like last year! Ive been meaning to kiss him but i keep getting scared.. I acted all calm in front of him then when he left i ran to tell my friend! On the bus ride home nothing could put me in a bad mood until uhhh mason showed me a pic of some girl boobs I almost threw up! Now that I think about it, I should've threw up on his phone and him! Hahaha then I just listened to music for the rest of the ride..
