sÆnts - nct, nahyuck

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jaemin was walking in the busy streets of seoul at night.

he didn't feel like going back to haechan's apartment to see the boy who lived in his boyfriend's body.

he didn't feel like going to mark's either. he imagined mark had already heard too much of his relationship problems.

so, he was wandering there, alone.

nothing seemed to go right in his life.

he was deprived of his boyfriend very early in their relationship.

he was given a look-alike of his boyfriend as a human.

he found out he could revive his boyfriend.

he managed to revive his boyfriend.

but he never got able to see him again after months of waiting.

following haechan around hurt him.

seeing haechan living his sweet life hurt him.

knowing that haechan kept flirting with girls and sleeping with them hurt him.

everything about him hurt him.

but he couldn't do anything.

just ignoring him.

and he had done this pretty well for the past weeks.

and it wasn't about to change...

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"haechan?" he called, pushing the door of haechan's apartment open.

because jaemin didn't follow him around anymore, the door wasn't locked.

the lights were off, and there was no sign of haechan inside.

it was 11:00 pm.

he was surely staying at one of his many flings' house.

jaemin didn't really want to think about it.

the angel plopped himself on the couch, his eyes looking at the smooth ceiling.

he just had to hope he'll be able to fall asleep soon.

after long minutes, his eyes started closing on their own.

finally, the angel would be able to have a little bit of sleep.

but as if it was done on purpose, a pain in his chest prevented him to do so.

jaemin sat up on the sofa, panting.

his heart was hurting.

this was a sign.

he knew it too well.

this meant that his human was in danger.

his instincts made him act before he could think.

he teleported in a snap of fingers, and appeared in the middle of the town.

as he looked around, he noticed his human.

he was standing on the pavement, very close to the road where cars passed at a high speed.

and jaemin could see his intention.

haechan looked towards his left, seeing a car approaching at full-speed.

when the car was getting closer, he made a step forwards, his eyes closing.

he was about to get killed.

jaemin didn't think twice before jumping towards haechan, pushing him away from the car and making both of them land on the pavement, him on top of haechan.

the human let out a groan as his head hit the concrete.

"what the hell were you trying to do?!" jaemin yelled, his arms resting on each side of haechan's head.

"so i need to be in danger for you to stop ignoring me?" haechan asked, quite harshly.

"don't tell me you did this on purpose!" jaemin gasped.

"and what if i did?!" haechan screamed. "you are supposed to be there for me! not ignore me!"

"what if i hadn't caught you?!" jaemin asked. "not all angels would have come and saved you."

"you did." haehcan snorted.

"you don't understand the matter there." jaemin snapped. "you being dead means that donghyuck is dead too! and that's the last thing i want right now!"

haechan stared at the angel lying on top of him.

he had tears forming into his eyes.

he was panting hard.

why did he seem so weak? and so fragile?

jaemin sat down on the concrete, pushing himself away from the human once he realised what he had said.

"forget what i said." he mumbled, wiping his eyes with the back of his hand.

"who is this donghyuck?" haechan asked.

"this is not important." jaemin gulped.

"it seems to be." haechan sat up. "who is he?"

jaemin hesitated before answering.

"he's someone i loved, my boyfriend. and he died." jaemin told.

"is he the one you lost in the mountains?"

"yeah." jaemin nodded, rather surprised that haechan remembered their talk at the live diving board.

"why do you often call me like that then?" he asked.

jaemin gulped.

"he looks exactly like you."

haechan raised a brow.

"i remember you of him?" he asked.

"it's... more than that..."