-Luke-
3:48am.
I couldn't sleep once again. Everytime I close my eyes Anastasia's little innocent bodie is in my head.
"Mama?" I whisper. She was helping me get over Anastasia's loss but she was mourning too.
"Luke?Is that you?" She whispers.
"Yes it's Luke. I can't sleep, too many thoughts of Anastasia."
"I know, I know."
"Why is she not a spirit like you?" I ask.
"Because she wants to be alone in death, doesn't want to be like me now she is dead." Mama says.
"Sometimes I wish she was. So I could talk with her, hear her cheerfull voice." I say tearing up.
"Anastasia would want you happy Luke. Get some sleep." She says leaving.-Calum-
6:33am.
Another nightmare. More thoughts. All about Anastasia. We were not as close as everyone ekse was and I can't help but think it's my fault she died. The day we went out was the day Mama came back. And Mama killed her. Why didn't I look after her more? I was the worst dad of them all. I was the worst.
Luke was talking to Mama to get over Anastasia so maybe I should too. It can't be that hard ,right?-Ashton-
7:29 am
Anastasia. Dead. Forever. Why? I don't know. She was all we had and now she is gone. I want her here. Somedays I wake up and think it was all a dream then reality comes straight back. My little girl was dead and it was no joke. Mikey was depressed, he loved her with all his heart and he won't even talk to Mama, he is top sad to even talk.-Mikey-
7:54am
The cuts were growing in my wrist every second. Nothing could stop me now. Anastasia was gone and everything was just crashing down. I need to be with my little girl.
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Lost Daddies
FanfictionSequel to Adopted by 5SOS A spirit and 4 broken boys. Will they ever get over the death of Anastasia? Warning! This is triggering!