"My story was a monotonous canvas, until he appeared and splashed it with so many colors that I could hardly see the gray background anymore."
Published: 17 June 2021
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Past Diaries- Jimin
The waves were sweeping on the sand again and again, a state of tranquility was the closest feeling except the fact that he was crying- Park Jimin, a member of Bangtan Sonyeondan also profoundly known as BTS, the group was now three years old and the Wings album in progress of making was by far the most bewildering and mystifying album. Wings was ahead of its time, so ahead that even the future albums couldn't compare to it, it was that one of a queen.
But Jimin- well he was starving, for real- body shaming and his self consciousness took him up to such a deadly peak that he was not eating anything. If seen on the brighter side- the more famous you get, the more haters will get added but those haters have a view which sometimes is quite upsetting, and downgrading.
The moon was shining above in the sky, the stars littered it and Jimin, he just lay on the cold soft sand thinking about himself. His song 'Lie' which was beautifully portrayed was just another truth or aspect of him. He wanted his happiness back, he was tired of lying, he wanted to get saved when he was the one punishing himself, he wanted to get out of the hell he created with his negative thoughts.
"YAAHH!" a sudden torch light blurred his vision and his eyes squinted, a woman police trainee slowly approached him. "You scared the shit outta me." Said the woman again who didn't look any older than Jimin himself- maybe younger by a year or two.
"Ma'am I'm just sitting here, what could I do?" He asked the woman politely, he wiped the brink of his eyes even if the tears dried up he didn't want to be seen as vulnerable. She examined his face and it would be fine to say that she didn't even know who he was.
"Well sorry." she bent before sitting down next to him, his face remained expressionless, eyes red and a blush creeping through his cheeks. "Why so gloomy?" she asked him, they exchanged a look before he opened his mouth to say something.
"Are you into kpop?" he asked her, by her expressions it was easier to decipher that she wasn't or maybe very less. "A little, I'm not a top notch fangirl to say the least, I just listen to some songs here and there."
"Any song which has been on your mind lately?"
"I don't think so- YES there is one, aish I can't remember it's name- I think it has been released recently since i never heard it before on the radio. It's something about blood and temptation." Jimin was quite taken aback- sure by her unawareness and also by the fact that maybe the song she was addressing was their song released nine days back.
"Something like- 'my blood, sweat and tears, take them all away." Jimin sang unconsciously and his voice- it dripped like honey and she was captivated.
"Yeah that- by the way you sang it very beautifully." Jagiya I'm the one who started the song- but Jimin kept that to himself and rather decided to just talk to her like a stranger. "The reason why I was gloomy was because of the fact- I don't really feel contempt with myself."
