After The Rush (COMPLETED)

I THOUGHT ...

Go Yoohan P.O.V

Looking at Choi Yeonwoo  covering his head after what happened, I feel at ease have I him close to me again.

Breaking into the hospital and breaking home out I'm happy to have him back and he looks scared . He still thinks it's all a  dream and it's the pills that  he took. I want to him to believe me that it's not  a dream.

"I thought we would share a bed , I never thought I'd sleep on the floor"

"No"

All he did was deny and cover himself with the blanket 'cute'.

I know what I did was not right  but that is the only way I could find him and have  him back. I have missed him and I have been thinking about this since the day I found out he had tried to end his life and was in the hospital.

I look over at him on the bed "Choi Yeonwoo,are you sleeping?"

"No,I can't sleep."he replied

"Since you are still up.... Should we have some fun?"I tease

He throws a pillow own at me and I laugh. I take the pillow and hug it while thinking of more ways to tease him.  I'm just trying to find more ways relax him  and hear his voice that I have missed.

"Choi Yeonwoo"I call again in a serious tone

"Hm?" He turns around and uncovers himself.

I smile "Choi Yeonwoo, since you agreed to go with me to see the ocean as a couple... should we do something to make it official?"

He's silent again. I feel something Hit me on the head. He threw another pillow at me

" Yeonwoo-ya you have thrown all your pillows down at me ,at this point just throw yourself at me" I laugh

"Just go to sleep Yoohan." I hear him  sighs loudly

I sit up and move towards the bed. I switch on the light. I look at him, he stares back at me and all I see are those eyes that captured me on the first day we met.

"I ran away from home, Yeonwoo-ya. They are probably looking to me right now. He stares at me with shock written all over his face.

He sits up and looks at me"what were you thinking yoohan it's dangerous for both you and me, I'm dangerous Yoohan. You should go back "

I see tears in his eyes. He starts to panic. "Yeonwoo-ya ,look at me" He looks at me with tears and panicked eyes. His eyes are wide open and even at this situation I can't help think that he is cute.

I reach out and touch his face and gently stroke his cheek with my thumb, he leans into my hand and closes his eyes and the tears fall.

"Choi Yeonwoo, look at me. I did this because for the  days you have been gone I have missed you, I have been looking for you and when I found out that you had tried to commit suicide  my heart broke , I couldn't help but think this was also my fault. I didn't love u enough, I didn't show you enough that you are different Yeonwoo, different from those other monos, you not a monster and you are not dangerous. You are my mono and I'm your probe, please don't cry , listen to me. You Choi Yeonwoo are gonna go back with me and we gonna show the world that a mono finding their probe is a wonderful thing and they deserve to find their probe and see the world and I gonna show the world that you are not a monster but someone special to me and I love you.  Having you gone mad me realize how much I love you and that also a probe needs a mono like how a mono needs his probe." (My fingers that was a speech for my first book..I need fingers physical therapy)

I look at him with tears threatening to fall hoping he gets why I am saying and that I need him. He looks at me shocked

"Go Yoohan , the only reason I wanted to end my life was to protect you. I - I I also love you but I don't want to end up like the other monos . If I stay with you it's gonna be dangerous for you Yoohan. Please tomorrow you have to go back and I would go back to the hospital." He starts to cry

I kneel next to the bed so I can be at eye level with him "Yeonwoo , look at me "

When looks in to my eyes I pull him by the neck and out lips meet.  We kiss till we are out of breath . We pull apart and I look at him

" You have no idea how long I have been wanting to to do that" I smile at him he smiles back

" Choi Yeonwoo, I love you and tomorrow we gonna see the ocean as a couple. A mono and his probe I promise you."

He looks at me " Go Yoohan, I love you too. Our lips meet again and this time the kiss feels different ,its hot and passionate and full of love. I pull back breathing heavily and look at him.

" Should we make it official?" He smiles and nods and crushes his lips onto mine. That might Yeonwoo became mine (☺️)officially but this is just the beginning of the story cause who knew my mono was more special then I thought.

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So this is my first ever bl story  if I get then 10 reads I'm continuing with it...

CHARACTERS DON'T BELONG TO ME

TO BE CONTINUED_______