After The Rush (COMPLETED)

THE ROOF DATE

Yeonwoo P.O.V

Yoohan and I have been together for a month now. After we came back from the beach we met with angry parents and my aunt. I haven't seen him since that day his parents didn't want us to meet for some while after that day. We talk on the phone almost every day. He went back to school and I stayed at home and now I'm going back.

Today I'm returning to school it's the first day after everything happend. I know everyone knows what happened and that I am a mono and Yoohan is my probe.

I'm worried about Yoohan people might think he is crazy to stay with his probe. I know most people don't like monos  finding their probes because we are monsters. Oh I forgot Yoohan doesn't want me to think that even when he is not with me I feel like I'm betraying him by thinking that.

I can't wait to see him and today will be our first day at school as boyfriends. The thought makes me blush. I wonder how he will behave , will he not mention it , will he behave like we are just friends but he can't because everyone knows he's my probe. I'll just have to wait till I get to school.

Lately I have been feeling weird. Sometimes I see colours when  Yoohan is not around and sometimes when I have that dream about my mother I can see the color of her headband and nothing else is in color. I haven't told Yoohan I might tell him today. One day i woke up and everything was in color at first I thought I was dreaming but when my aunt came in to wake me it faded that was the first time I saw color without Yoohan around.
At first I thought it was the effect of the medication wearing off but it happened again when I was watching TV I can get the channel and it was in color. I'm not sure how that is possible.

Maybe Yoohan might know. He seems that know a lot about mono, since we became boyfriends he has been researching colours and monos. He says he wants to know more so he can help me. I honestly don't deserve him after how selfish I was.

" Yeonwoo are you listening". My aunt ask. I just realize I have been daydreaming the whole time my aunt was talking to me. After the incident she was hesitant to send me back to school and also meeting Yoohan but I told her what happened at the beach and Yoohan confession leaving out the hotel story I'm sure she doesn't want to know that her 18 year old nephew is not a virgin no more. That's just between me and Yoohan. My aunt knows he's my boyfriend and she understands how important I am to him. I also told her about Yoohan's condition after I asked him if it's was okay to tell her. She didn't believe me at first saying I was just making up stories just to stay with him. I told her to call him to confirm and she could talk to his parents too. She let that go as soon as I brought up his parents.

Now I'm allowed to go back to school after begging her everyday and ensuring her that I won't ever think about ending it all again and of I feel like I might be becoming a monster i will tell her. I'm the only family she has left. I realized again that I wasn't only selfish to Yoohan but my aunt as well. She already lost her sister and she raised me as her own. I'm the only family she has and I thought about leaving her alone. I apologise a thousand times to her, even after she told me she understood and it was okay I still feel guilty.

" Yeonwoo" he taps my hand.

" Yes aunt, I heard you."

" Really , what did I say?"  I don't believe you written all over her face .

" Something about Yoohan and school and marks and what so on."

She laughs " the only thing in your head these days us Yoohan. I said nothing about him and I told you to be careful and don't listen to anything anyone says at school about you being a mono okay."

"Okay , I know and I got Yoohan I'll be okay aunt."

"There we go again Yoohan Yoohan, you are obsessed." I know she means in as a joke so I just laugh.