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I screamed your name at the top of my lungs hoping that somehow,
someway it'd get rid of the way you made me feel.
As if saying it loud enough would erase it from my memory.
— TAOW
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My parents always taught me to be careful about the strangers lurking in the night,
ready to harm me.
Who they should have warned me about was the tall brunette boy who couldn't keep his eyes off of me.
- TAOW
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You were always my first choice
never he
but it was always her
never me
Tears continuously roll down my cheek
because the thought of you with her breaks me
you don't get it
you'll never understand
I was always second choice
I was never part of your plan
-TAOW
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I gave him a piece of my heart for only him to keep safe
that had to be my dumbest mistake
he took my trust and ripped it into shreds
like a useless paper with nothing left
I begged him to stop, to let me fix this
but he didn't care
I truly am useless
-TAOW
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Sometimes I look for you and it makes me upset
that we are nothing more than memories
we used to laugh, sing and even sleep together
I need to remind myself that I deserve better,
loving somebody is such a beautiful thing
but losing them
feels endless
like
I'm stuck in a loop
and I cannot reach the button to press
end
-TAOW
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If I had known that loving you
was a form of self-destruction
I would have stopped myself
from ever giving you the time of day
-TAOW
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I know it's bad when I see a car exactly like yours
and my heart is beating out of my chest
with both fear and excitement
is it you?
fuck I want it to be you.
-TAOW
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I think I deserve a hug
and an apology to myself
after every damn thing you put me through
-TAOW
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I knew I was too far gone when
the thought of seeing you,
even for just a moment
made my entire day.
-TAOW
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Me and you have this weird relationship
we aren't together but we aren't just friends,
the way we jokingly flirt plays through my mind on repeat
did you really mean what you said?
could there ever be an us?
-TAOW
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