Heart

4// Lunch

When I stepped into the school I didn't expect this many stares and whispers, I thought maybe a few but it seemed that everyone in the school knew what happened with ty.

I go through part of first period with stares but nobody has the guts to talk to me. Which I'm not used to, everyone usually is always saying hi or starting up a conversation with me

I open my locker and get books as fast as possible so I could get to my next class away from the attention, when I was acting and modeling with my parents i did get a lot of attention, but ever since the situation. the world kinda stoped watching me and now its more so magazines occasionally tryin to catch up on what I'm doing nowadays but I've gotten out of touch with every single person staring at me all at once.

When I stepped into the classroom all eyes were on me as I sat down at my desk acting like I didn't see or hear them whispering, luckily this was my favorite class, and I didn't mind them much. The Literature teacher Mrs. Swertan was very kind, in her mid 30s, she has a way to make us feel belonged. Sometimes I would have a conversation with her, she would tell me about what mischievous things her kids and husband has done.

I remember when she showed me a picture last week of her husband sleeping with blue marker on his face and their son and daughter beside the bed looking proud of what they had accomplished.

I let out a small chuckle at the memory

She told me her husband is just as bad as her kids with his prank.

Today she is talking about Wuthering Heights and the meaning of the story. 

"I'm sorry what ty did to you at that party" I look over to my right to see Jordan, who is a nice, pretty brunette but a very shy girl.

"It's okay, I'm just glad it didn't end up in a worse situation. I whisper back nonchalant although I still can't stop thinking about it and what could have happened

She nods and goes back to listening to the teacher.

Some time goes on and I'll be honest I'm not listening much which is surprising because like I said this is one of my favorite classes.

The bell rings indicating it's lunch I get up to leave, I say my goodbyes to Mrs.Swertan, then dashed out of the class, I go to my locker, shove and grab and walk very slowly to the place I don't want to face.

As I'm nearing closer to the cafeteria I start dreading it even more but I keep my head high confidently as everyone turns their heads to watch me as I head to my table. Never let know people that they are making you uncomfortable.

"Hey, guys" I greet my friends, they all wave at me as I sit down beside Amanda, who was busy giving the look of death, I look to see who she was giving it to and my eyes land on Ty, unfortunately he was looking at me at this very moment, in his eyes I could see sorrow and hatred and I'm betting the sorrow was because everyone knew what he did and the hatred was towards me for not doing what he wanted.

"If you want I can punch him for you" Zander ask who was very large guy with his dark brown eyes and black hair, he was also sasha's boyfriend, and they are almost a perfect example for opposites attract as she was a very tiny blonde with green eyes and they argue about a lot of things, like whether or not they should have ice cream or cake for  dessert but they always put their differences to the side and they like each other a lot. I've been friends with them for a few months now, Amanda introduced me to them and we've hung out a couple of times.