𝙇𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙉𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 ~ ᴋᴇɴ ʀʏᴜɢᴜᴊɪ

𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃

"let's make this quick." he said rubbing his hands up and down your waist. while he touched you, you recalled you and terry's conversation. why are you letting him do this. as much as you want it, it's not healthy.

"no i can't." you pushed him off of you. all of the thoughts you had and have been having just came out your mouth. "do you want me or sex? because if that's the case we can't do this anymore. i only see you at night. it's a pattern and it isn't healthy for me. at all. i want you. i've wanted you for months now. but i've been such a coward i couldn't tell you."

you turned away from him not being able to make eye contact. "y/n-" he spoke softly to comfort you. "i do...want you." hearing those words come from mouth made tears form. "i've been wanting you too. i just doubted you felt the same." he continued.

you turned around slowly with tears running down your face. "why would you think that? you think a girl like ME would only want sex?"  you raised your voice.

"no that's not what i-" he spoke apologetically. "you don't even know me ken!" — "i want to y/n. i want to know more about you than your body." the two of you starred at each other without saying a word.

"listen y/n, i cant do anything unless you let me. i don't know what you've been through but i wanna be more than a sex buddy." he said while walking closer to you. "so what do we do?" you said looking up to him.

"we take it day by day."

as crazy as it sounded it was genuine. he had pain in his eyes without crying. you felt selfish crying like a little bitch when his eyes said a thousand words. you couldn't tell if it was loss, worry, or just pain.

"day by day. of course." you gave him a quick kiss before he pulled you into a long hug. something about his touch brought you comfort. it felt right. all cares washed away in the moment. once again it was just you and him.

you felt him start to let go. "you need to finish." —"where are you going?" you asked trying to pull him closer. "no distractions." — "okay." you wished he stayed in there, but you wouldn't get anything done. you both knew it.

you finished everything you had to do and technically worked a little overtime. clocking out you saw draken waiting at the door. walking towards him slowly with a confused face you asked, "what are you still doing here?" —"i'm walking you home."

your mind did a double take. he seemed like a care free fuck master. but at least you could see he had priorities. you knew it wasn't big deal to other girls in this situation, but due to other relationships you would always have to ask for the little things.

getting to your apartment you were sad the moment was over. you guys didn't talk much but at least he was funny.
he didn't talk much about himself but you knew he was passionate but most things.

"okay well this is me. i'll see you ummm tomorrow?" you walked in turning around. "yeah but lemme give you my number. and you give me yours." giving him your phone and he gave you his, his phone felt expensive. maybe it was the case.

"okay goodnight." you said closing the door. until it stopped, he opened the door again. "wait." he pulled you close kissing your forehead. you both stood there for a second not wanting to let go.

he just keeps surprising you. and you loved every second of it. hard but gentle. nonchalant but passionate. it's been a while since you were actually happy with your situation. money may not be everything. it's nice to be financially stable but to be mentally stable was a blessing. you were at peace.

but lord knows what's tomorrow.

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AN
i know it's a little short but that's okay😗