Akuroku II Marry For Love

Chapter Three:A New Beginning

Chapter Three:A New Beginning
After mine and axel's wedding every one of his people are here and they are getting settled in some decided to come here some decided they didn't but its ok they can make there own decisions and it is around 6 a.m here and I am watching the sunrise of a new dawn and then I feel a hand on my shoulder I look up to see axel standing next to me I smile and he matches my smile and I say "a new dawn" I feel a hand on mine and I look down to see axels hand in mine I blush and he replies "a new beginning" I smile and nodd and as the sun gets more and more brighter axel says "I have something I wanna give you".

I look confused at first but I nodd he disapears behind the door for a few seconds he comes back with a box and he hands it to me and I open it up and its the last three books of the mortal instruments I gasp and it had city of fallen angels and city of lost souls and city of heavenly fire and it was a hardback book and it was hugh like 800 pages long and I smile and he says "I figured after you read city of glass why not continue I mean you gotta know how it ends" I smile and then I set the books down on the chair and I hug him he was shocked at first but then he wraps his arms around me and I whisper "thank you" he chuckles and he says "its only books rox" I take a step back and I laugh "yeah but thank you you didn't have to do that" he smiles and I pick up the box and he says "I've already read them so I gotta have someone to talk to about them" I giggle and I sit the books next to the other three books and we sit outside on the balcony and just talk until it was time to get up and go about the day.

~The Next Week~
We was gonna have a ball to celebrate as a kingdom coming together and I put on a button up shirt that was a dark blue and black leggings underneath stretch pants and I fix my hair and when I walk out I start talking to namine she was so sweet and nice she was one of my closests friends besides demyx we could talk about anything and we was just having a friendly conversation when I see axel leave with a redhead girl in a pink dress I turn my gaze back to my friends and I wait a few minutes and I go to the bathroom and when I go around the corner I see axel pressed up against the wall behind him making out with the said redhead I cover my mouth and I jump behind the wall so they couldn't see me and I forget about the bathroom and go back to demyx and namine and I act like nothing happened oh my god I am going to kill him wait a minute he's not my real husband I gave him permission if he wanted a girlfriend he could have one just hide it from our people and thats not really hiding I was pissed off he told me he didn't wanna do that I roll my eyes and demyx says "rox? you ok?".

I smile and nodd and he rubs my back and namine seen right through it I could tell the look on her face she knew I was lying I turn and see sora walking towards me and he hugs me and I whisper "can I talk to you for a minute?" he nodds and we walk upstairs to my room and I sit on my bed and I say "you know how I told you I married axel for dad? to make him happy?" he nodds and I say "and I told axel before we got married if he wanted to have misstrises go ahead do it just don't let our people see it" he nodds and I continue "well he told me that he didn't care about that and he said that I wouldn't have to worry about that and when I seen him leave the party I went to the bathroom a few minutes later I went around the corner and I seen him pressed up against the wall by that stupid redhead girl and I told him to do it secretly what if it wasn't me that seen it what if it was something else I want our people to believe that this marriage is real when it's not" he rubs my back and he replies "are you sure thats why your mad?".

I look at him and give him a look of disbelief and I nodd and reply "i'm not jealous I could care less" he wraps a arm around my shoulder and I say "I don't like him" I put my hands on my face and he says "who are you trying to convince me or you?" thats a good question maybe I do like him no I don't just stop trying to confuse me I growl to myself and I say "go back to the party i'm going to the music room" he nodds as I stand up and I walk to the music room maybe I do like him maybe I am just trying to convince myself I walk to my music room and sit down at the piano and I realize i'm alittle rusty and I go through the notes in front of me and my fingers glide across the keys and I start to play and I sing the first lines.

 Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
I feel eyes on me as the hairs on the back of my neck stand up
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, boy
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
I look around and I see axel next to me and singing along to me
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, boy
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
I had tears streaming down my cheeks and he sits next to me and our voices colliding together
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, boy
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
he starts smiling our voices making a beautiful harmony together
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live
I wipe away the tears in my eyes and he says "you have a beautiful voice" I look away from him and I stand up on my feet and I say "thank you thats the first time since my mom" he stands up and he says "roxas what happened?" I start crying and I have my back to him and I reply "she ran off with my ex boyfriend left my dad for a younger guy" he takes a step closer to me I shake my head and I say "don't" I sob into my hands and he says "thats low she's not much of a mother if she did that to you" I sniffle my back still to him and he says "I would like  to hold you if you'll let me" I start crying and I nodd he walks towards me and he wraps his arms around me and I sob into his shirt and he says as he touches the back of my head "its ok he's a jerk she's doesn't get the right to be called mom ok?".

I nodd and I say "we dated for two years I was suppose to marry him and I walked in on him and my mom kissing" he holds me tightly and I continue "I loved him" I collapse to the floor and he kept holding onto me and he didn't let me go and he picks me up bridal and carries me to my room and he lays with me in bed and he holds me until I fall asleep and the next morning when I wake up I open my eyes to see I was snuggled into his chest and his arms around my waist and he was asleep also and I raise up trying not to wake him up and I walk out to the balcony I see I was still in my clothes from last night he held me all night? thats it? how sweet he held me all night by his side he's a good listener and even when I told him about my mom and ex he still stayed with me I smile and blush I sit down and when axel wakes up he smiles at me and he says "good morning".

I smile and nodd and I say "thank you for last night I mean" he smiles and winks at me which makes me blush and he says "hey i'm a good listener whenever you need to talk just come find me ok?" I smile and nodd and I say "listen I seen you last night with that redheaded girl?" he went white as a piece of cotton and he says "you did?" I nodd and I cross my legs indian style and I say "its fine just be more careful ok? is she your girlfriend?" he rubs the back of his head and he nodds slightly and I say "just be careful what if someone would have seen you besides me?" he nodds and I say "just do it secretly next time ok?".

He looked confused and uncomfortable and I say "you don't have to feel uncomfortable its fine ok?" he looks at me and he says "i'm not I just feel guilty" he sits beside me and I ask "why? there's nothing here" I am such a terrible liar and he smiles slightly and he continues "you don't feel the spark between us?" yeah I do feel it but you deserve so much better than me I shake my head and he looked hurt and I hated doing that to him but he deserves so much better than me he nodds and walks out of the room and I exhale and close my eyes "why does he have to fall for me he deserves so much better than me? why me?" look at me I am nothing I don't deserve love I shake my head.