Cynical Reality

'I'

I'm the mystery you'll never know
I'm a poison that's very slow,
There's nothing that I'll ever show,
Moody and inconsistent like the oceanic flow,
All you see is nothing but a superficial glow,

I'm the depth you'll never reach,
I'll suck your feelings like an emotional leech,
Absurdity is what I teach,
Revenge is what I preach,
Rebelliousness is my speech,

I'm the darkness you've never seen,
I'm the hell you've never been,
Deep down, my heart is clean,
Deep down, I don't wanna be mean,
Deep down, I'm a naive teen,

Deep down, my heart cries,
All that I wrote was full of lies,
All of it was just to add spice,

All of that doesn't really exist,
I know this topic is quite hard to resist,
A deep dark problematic desire is what you persist,

Hey, you emotional fools,
These are my manipulative tools,
Now you know how I played with your mind,
you have eyes but you're actually blind,
I'm something, you'll never find.