Kinda hard to believe that they thought I can hold the tears in my eyes
So hard to explain,
People around me always put high expectations for my results and future
Stressfull u know?I still have a lot of ' house work ' to settle down
I still have parents that I need to spend time with them
I still have a hobby need to doI also need time for myself
But now?
Everything messes upAll my work delay for a month
I lost interest in my hobby
I feel super tired to talkHow can I stay awake in this soul?
For now,
I don't have any mental illness
I just can't control my lazinessAnd it getting harder to be productive day by day
Lastly, im okay but not that fine
Bye for now