I HATE YOU! (Angst)

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House: Slytherin.
Blood status: pure-blood.
Year 7

Draco was always out with Astoria and you didn't know why, he would always hang out with Astoria and he would always tell you not to worry about her. You don't even know when was the last time he took you out on a date, when you two would make plans, he would cancel it to go with her. "Hey baby" you said. "Hey" he replied. "You said we have a date today?" You said, trying one more time. "Oh um, I actually have plans with Astoria" he said. "Maybe tomorrow" he added, smiling at you. "Oh, okay" you said holding back tears, this was the 7th time that he canceled it. You sat next him and put your head on his shoulder, you sighed. "Can we talk?" You said. "Uh sure" he responded as he stood up. "Am i your girlfriend?" You asked and he nodded. "Do you love me?" You questioned. "Yea, why are you even asking me that" he responded with anger. "Nevermind" you said as tears stung your eyes and you walked away.

TW: SELF HARM

If only he knew you were harming yourself and your mental health was messed up. You went to you and Draco's dorm, took a blade and pressed it to your skin, you winced. Your depressed self came back and last night, you were going to jump off the Astronomy tower before Hermione found you. You had many scars and you would cover them up with a hoodie and the uniform already covered it up. You heard a knock on the door, you quickly put your hoodie back on and hid your razor. You opened the door and it was Draco. "What were you doing?" He asked. "Nothing, I was just writing in my journal" you lied. "I'm going out with Theo?" You asked. "No" He responded. "W-what why?" You asked. "Because it's late and he likes you" He replied. "Astoria is a girl too, what's the difference!" You yelled. "It's none of your business!" He yelled back. "Oh, it's none of my business" You said. "I'm going out with Theo, I don't care if you don't want me to" You said and he held your waist to stop you. "LET GO!" You yelled. "Astoria likes you too" you added as tears stung your eyes. "Spare me the fucking tears, Y/n" he responded and you were mad, you slapped him. He held your wrist roughly and it hurt, you were shocked. "What has gotten into you?" You said as a tear rolled down your rosy pink freckled cheeks. "I HATE YOU!" You yelled. "You don't fucking mean that" he replied with anger. "I do, when was the last time you hugged me, cuddled me, kissed me, made love to me, took me out on a date, or even said I love you" you responded. "I'm starting to think you're falling out of love" you added. "No, I'm not!" He yelled. "You are, the signs show it" You replied. "You haven't even said I love you in months, why?" You added. "I'm so busy, Y/n" he answered. "Yet you hang out with Astoria" you said and he scoffed. "Maybe we should just take a break" you said and he looked at you, hurt. "W-why?" He stuttered. "It's better for the both of us and it wouldn't even make a difference since you don't even spend time with me" you said and started packing your things to go back to your old dorm with Pansy. You walked out and went to your dorm. "What are you doing here?" She asked. "I'm staying here for a week" you answered. "I need a break from Draco" You said and she nodded. "He hasn't been spending time with me, he's always with Astoria" you added. "Come here" she said as she hugged you and you sobbed. "I feel like he's cheating on me with her" You said. "You sure?" She questioned. "Not entirely sure" you responded and she nodded. "You know you can tell me anything, right?" She said and you nodded, she knew you used to do self-harm. You pulled your sleeves and she looked at you. "Why?" She said. "I don't know" you said. "It came back?" She asked and you nodded. "Does Draco know?" She asked. "No" you responded. "I'm tired, I'll go to sleep" You said and she nodded as you closed your eyes and fell asleep.
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A week later, you moved back in to Draco's dorm and you heard him and Astoria talking. "She doesn't know, no" Draco said. "It's better, the truth will rip her inside" she responded. "Draco" you said. "Can you tell me what you have been hiding from me?" You asked and he shook his head, Draco stood up. He walked towards you to hug you. "No no no no" you said trying to push him away, but he was too strong and you were hitting his chest. "Astoria, me and y/n need to speak privately" he said. "You can't tell her, the truth will destroy her" she responded. "I have to tell her, she's strong" he replied, Astoria nodded and walked out. "I know you've been hiding something from me" he said. "You tell me and I'll tell you" you replied and he nodded.

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