Enough For You - Olivia Rodrigo
Angst
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Rintarou's POV
7:29 p.m.
As I finish getting ready for our date, I put some eyeliner and a tad bit of mascara so my eye bags weren't visible. I smiled happily looking at the mirror.
Maybe Osamu will like it
I took all of my stuff and went downstairs just to find Osamu waiting for me while scrolling through his phone.
He looked at me in awe. Yup, he definitely likes the makeup
I wore makeup when we dated cause I'd thought you liked me more,
If I looked like the other prom queens I know that you loved before.
1:24 p.m.
I signed up for a volleyball team, I'll make Osamu proud.
"'Samu!"
"Yes?"
"I signed up for a volleyball team, I'll make sure I'll be in the V League"
"Are you happy?"
"Yeah yeah, that's nice" Osamu said while he tried dialling a person, probably just Atsumu.
"I have to make a quick phone call, I'll be right back!"
'Were you even listening?'
Tried so hard to be everything that you liked,
Just for you to say you're not the compliment type.
8:08 a.m.
I woke up to see Osamu wasn't beside me, he's probably downstairs.
I went downstairs to find Osamu watching tv. I had some spare time so I made him his coffee. He liked americano flavoured, he wants it sweet but not too sweet.
I placed the cup of coffee on the table in front of him, he smiled and kissed my forehead.
"You know everything about me that well huh"
"Everything by heart" I smiled back at him.
And I knew how you took your coffees and your favourite songs by heart,
I read all of your self-help books so you'd think that I was smart.
2:47 a.m.
I was crying. Why? Osamu hasn't come back yet. He promised to arrive 5 hours ago. Where was he?
As I sobbed in the living room. Osamu came home, I quickly hugged him. He smiled.
"Sorry, did I make you worry?"
"Y-yes" I buried my face into his chest.
Stupid emotional, obsessive little me,
I knew from the start this is exactly how'd you leave.
12:00 p.m.
I was walking by the lake, just enjoying the view in the season of autumn. I looked around just to be surprised Osamu was with someone else.
Oh, it's Keiji Akaashi. His new boyfriend.
I was looking at them, all happy. It made me jealous. But I don't have rights to feel that, I wasn't his anymore. Haha, I just started crying.
You found someone more exciting the next second you were gone,
And you left me there crying wondering what I did wrong.
11:23 p.m.
We we're arguing, it happens a lot these days.
"Damn it Rintarou. You're just not satisfied with our relationship. Is that it?"
"Just because I came home late, doesn't mean i'm hooking up with someone! Why are you blaming it on me?"
