Fetus Niall is jealous on the way Liam and you bond, even tho Niall is way closer to you.
You are also part of the band for this.
(y/n)'s POV
We are currently back at the house the boys and I shared after being on tour for so long. Tour was a lot of fun with just the simple sad fact that I had to stay with Harry in a hotel room for all that time which he would 100 percent agree with me that it wasn't fun.
Harry wanted to stay in a room with Louis and I know Louis wanted too but they couldn't because I wasn't allowed to stay with one of the other boys and I also didn't want to stay alone in a room for months so I accepted it the way it was. If Harry and Louis wanted to stay together they would be on the bus alone and I'd be staying with Liam since Paul only trusted him being alone with me. That only happened a few times tho. But honestly it was more fun staying with Liam in a room then with my brother.
Something I noticed was that whenever Liam would stay with me in a room there would be an awkward tension between the boys. Maybe Harry wasn't happy that I'd be staying alone with Liam but I doubt that because Harry always tells me when he has a problem with something. The only thing I could do was not think about it and hope Harry would stay with me.
Of course it also happened that I fell asleep in one of the other boys hotel rooms but normally Paul checked if that happened and if yes he'd wake me up and tell me to go to my room. I remember being so deep asleep one time that the boys couldn't wake me up and Paul had to carry me into my bed.
I am so thankful that we have Paul to look over us because I know that without him I couldn't handle those five hormone cells on my own for that long.
But now that we're back home I had to take care of that on my own. The one good thing here tho : I have my own room, my own shower and even some alone time when they would be gone once in a while.
I don't even know who had the idea that we all should move in a house together in England. It of course made a lot of things easier since we are all in a band together but sometimes it's stressful because you're never alone.
I got carried away in my thoughts when suddenly the door creeps open and I can hear soft footsteps walking towards me.
It was already night, only my thoughts keeping me awake.
I was laying front pointing to the opposite side of the room so I couldn't see who was walking in.
„(Y/N) ? are you awake ?"
I know who that is. Niall that sleepless boy.
„Yes Niall I am." I say, turning around seeing the blonde sitting on the edge of my bed.
„Can I stay with you ? I can't sleep." he says still whispering.
„Yes you can, you know that you always can just get under the covers." I whisper back waiting for him to finally get into bed.
I was nervous. I always would be when he couldn't sleep so he comes to my room staying with me for the night. Nothing sexual just cuddling and talking but I loved it so much.
I just wish he would be there in the morning when I wake up but that never happens because he doesn't want the other boys to get mad or assume things that aren't true.
I know he just wants to protect both of us with that but honestly it kinda hurts. Him sneaking into my room at night just so I wake up in the morning alone and cold again, all the butterflies from the night before gone.
Yeah I admit it, I like Niall more then the other four. Not in a mean way more in a I am secretly in love with him but can't tell him because we're in a band and that's a no go.
„Ya okay ?" he suddenly speaks up.
„Yeah perfectly fine just really tired." I answer, feeling him sneaking an arm around me and laying his head into my chest.
I love when he does that. We are really close so this is normal for us even if it might seems weird to be so close as best friends but Niall never gave a fuck on what others think when I am with him.
We do get a lot of strange looks or people saying how cute of a couple we are when we are this close in public or when people are over at the house. I actually like it when people say that but Niall always looks like he doesn't like it when people say that kinda stuff so I just stay quiet and try to hide my feelings.
I can feel him being more relaxed when I put my hand in his hair.
„Night Niall."
„Goodnight (Y/N)."
And with that darkness slowly took over us and we fell asleep.
The next morning I woke up and of course as always he was gone. The only thing left was his smell on one of my pillows and the memories of what we talked about the night before. I just wanted him to stay so badly but I never woke up or noticed when he left early in the morning. I understand his reason for doing it- he doesn't want to cause drama but still I just want to be close to him.
I check my phone on my nightstand to see that it is only 6am on a Saturday which means that none of the boys are awake right now.
I decide to go downstairs and prepare breakfast for later on. When I step out of my room I nearly run into Liam.
„Someone's already awake huh ?" he says causing me to slightly chuckle. „Could say the same for you Li. Why are you- you know what, I don't think I need to know. Wanna come downstairs with me ?" I ask him changing my mind about asking him what he was doing already up at 6 am.
He just nods and smiles at me. I take it as a yes and we make our way downstairs. „Shouldn't we prepare breakfast ? I mean the rule says the first one to be up has to make breakfast." I say.
Liam just sits down on the couch in the open living room and pats the spot next to him.
„Nahh let's just watch a movie the boys won't be up before 10 anyways." He says and I make my way over to him.
„If you say so then I will believe you. But if they get mad it's all your fault just saying."
„Of course (Y/N) now psshhht I wanna watch some Bambi."
„Really ? The most sad Disney movie we have ?"
„Yeah. I like it. Got a problem with that Styles ?" He mocks Louis and his tone as he starts laughing.
I lay my head into Liams shoulder, concentrating on the movie.
—— time skip end of the movie
By now Liam and I are cuddled together, crying and discussing how sad the ending is when we suddenly hear footsteps coming from the staircase. When I look up I see a tired looking Niall standing in the room. He just looks forth and back between me and Liam and goes into our kitchen ( which is connected to the living room )
„What's with him ?" Liam asks. I shrug my shoulders and sigh while I make my way into the kitchen. Niall grabbed himself Oreos and stands at the kitchen counter.
,,Hey Ni, you okay ?" I ask, standing right in front of him so he would have to look at me at some point. As I watch him I notice his puffy, red eyes. Did he cry ? Why would he cry ? Did I do something?
,,You cried." I state looking at him. He shakes his head and looks at his feet, responding me with ,,No, I did not." He then walks around me and back up to his room, the Oreos still with him. I watch him leave and walk back into the living room area, back to Liam.
,,And figured something out ?" He asks.
I shake my head.
,,Maybe he is just a bit grumpy because he woke up so early. Give him a bit time and he'll be himself again."
,,You're probably right Li." I sigh. I hope I didn't do anything wrong and Liam is right that Niall just needs a bit more sleep.
AN / There will be a part two for this.
