Pent Up Emotions Are Not Good For Health

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"Hi" = Japanese

"Hi" = Foreign Language

'Hi' = Thoughts

Tsuna POV

Today would be my day with Bluebell, so here I am getting lost in the mansion trying to find the blue haired girl. "For someone with noticeable hair, she sure is hard to find," I muttered to myself. "What is that supposed to mean!?" I heard a familiar voice shout behind me. I turned around and saw Bluebell in all her childish glory.

"Your hair is blue, so it's noticeable. It stands out, so you might get a few suitors when you grow up," I said. I smirked when she turned pink. "Nyu nyu~! Hmph! Whatever, do wanna go outside?" Bluebell asked. 'Well, I could get a bit of a tour while getting to know Bluebell. Two birds with one stone,' I thought. "Alright!" I agreed.

So Bluebell decided to drag me while showing me around the city. There were a lot of nice shopkeepers and people in the city. There were also some very cool restaurants and cafés. And who knew that Bluebell can be nice? She saw me lookin at an interesting book and told me to wait and vanished. Later, she appeared holding a bag and when I looked inside, it was the book I wanted!

I hugged her when I realized what she did (I think she blushed!) and later we went back to the mansion. Otou-san was scolding us because we 'disappeared'. But he smiled when I told him what Bluebell did and when I showed him the book (It was a book that listed all Mafia business) he paled. "Don't worry, Otou-san. I knew about the Mafia a long, long time ago!" I said while smiling brightly.

Dad pouted and (again) ranted about how I was hiding things from him. I sighed, but went to my room so I could read the book in peace. I learned about the Mafia, yes, but I didn't know everything about it! I mean seriously, my knowledge is limited, I'm not the illuminati!

Anyways, I was reading the book when I saw the Vongola Family.

Sawada Iemitsu, Head of CEDEF
Number of Children: One
Son: Sawada Hatoshi, possibly Vongola Decimo

Those words made me stop in my tracks and freeze. Iemitsu knew he had twins, yet he informed the world he only had one son. My hands clenched the book, and the tears slipped out. I lost it: I started sobbing, letting loose what I had unconciously been holding in. I've been telling all the doctors that I've been okay after they told me about what happened on my birthday, and I thought I actually was okay.

But no, I had been holding in my anger, sadness, and all the overwhelming emotions that ovcured when I was told the truth. More tears slipped out of my eyes uncontrollably. "Nyu nyu~ What's wrong?"

~A few minutes earlier. . . ~

Bluebell POV

After we returned to the mansion, Byakuran told me not to wander off on my own, especially with Tsuna. After that, I stomped off to my room. It was always Tsuna this and Tsuna that after he arrived. Even the others were curious about him, and totally forgot me!

Before I Byakuran came to me, I was lonely and disabled. I was going through paralysis, and no one wanted to help me get better. I started feeling lonely and bitter because everyone gave up on me before they even tried. And when Byakuran came along with five others like me, I was happy. Happy that there were others like me, others who would accept me and pay attention to me.

And when Tsuna arrived, all the attention was on him. Byakuran was fawning, doting on Tsuna. Everyone else wanted to get to know the boy that Byakuran, our leader, had decided to adopt. As much as I don't want to admit it, I was jealous. Jealous that Tsuna got all the attention the minute he was introduced to us. It just wasn't fair.

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