the stolen heart mason mount

Fourteen

CHAPTER FOURTEEN
DO WE MEAN ANYTHING?

Mason had started to get busy matches every week I had my modelling a lot more often it felt like I had no time for him and when we did I felt distant with mason I didn't know how to fix and what would help we would send eachother messages saying I love you and all that but I never knew if he meant it anymore I was with dec and Lauren quite a bit while mason was with the Chelsea boys I enjoyed Lauren and decs company they made me feel like there daughter

I decided to wake up this morning I knew mason didn't have a match today so I was going to ask if he wanted to go out with Lauren and dec with me for a while he was exhausted when he came home last night blew me a kiss and went to bed I felt like I was mason's side thing it was football and then everyone then I was there when he wanted me I love him for continuing his football career but most of the boys have girlfriends and children who they make an effort to hang out with and make them feel loved.
Mason came down stairs to me making french toast he sat at are island counter as he smiled at his phone

"Hiya mase" I said with a smile
"Hey Darling" he said as he put his phone down actually giving me attention for the first time in weeks
I placed the french toast infront of him as I stood on the other side and ate mine
"Mase?"
"Yes drea"
"Me and dec and Lauren are going to go out for a bit and since you don't have a match would you like to come with?"
"Oh drea I promised the boys I would meet them in town for lunch then some drinks later on."
'Oh okay well have a good time' i said with a small fake smile and walked away before I would blow up at mason.
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I knew I was distant with my relationship but it was football it was taking me away from drea and it's killing me but I'm trying to make it up to her I have a big surprise on the way for her
I want her to be happy and I was hoping that if I did this it would make her the happiest girl in the world I lied to her as I was meeting an old friend from Portsmouth and if I said her name I was sure that Audrey would figure out who it was so I said I would be meeting the boys.
She walked out of the kitchen with a bit of a heartbroken look on her face it was killing me but I hoped that if today I did everything right I would see her happy.
I got ready in the guest room as I heard Audrey on FaceTime to someone and didn't want to disturb her I sent her a message just as I was about to leave
As it said read and I heard Audrey tear up and said
"What if he's cheating Alia I would never know I'm in to deep and he's not I mess everything up I just love mason and he doesn't love me anymore I'm not good enough I want football to come first but I would still love a bit of love and affection."

My heart completely shattered I quietly closed the front door and sat in my car
She thinks I'm cheating and that she doesn't get any love or affection from me it hurt hearing what she thought I was doing and how much I was hurting her I was going to be late meeting Tiffany I needed to do this and then I would comfort Audrey when I get home.