Taking Control

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"That was... really good," was all I could say breathlessly. Cam leaned away from me and gazed into my eyes with a sexy accomplished look, then he stepped back and started looking for his clothes.

"I should probably..." he said awkwardly pointing at his clothes on the floor. "Hey Jackie?" He looked over at me, slightly worried. I smiled, I could tell he was thinking about how this was going to change things.

"You don't have to worry, Cam. I meant it when I said no strings attached," I reassured him.

"Yeah, I just thought I should probably tell you... I kind of just started seeing someone. Like it's really new, but... I just wanted to make sure that we are cool and..."

"Huh? Oh ok..." this took me by surprise, "and you still had sex with me?"

"Well yeah, I know... I probably shouldn't have but... you turned up tonight looking so fucking sexy, and I've been wanting to fuck you since the first time I saw you. What's a guy to do?"

"Ha. Yeah of course, what's a guy to do?! Ok, awkward ending, but amazing fuck, so thanks. I guess I'll see you round."

The next morning, I messaged the girls to come to my room stat!

"Ok, so I may have done something fairly stupid last night," I started.

"What happened? I thought you were having an early night?" Sophia questioned.

"Well I was. But then I had a lapse of judgement and ended up at the uni bar."

"What happened to not going out the rest of the semester?" Brinda asked.

"Yeah I know, it didn't last long, I got bored... I had sex with Cam."

"What? Oh my god!" Sophia gasped.

"He's just so fucking hot and I had this theory that sex was so bad with Zee cause he was a complete selfish arsehole and we didn't have the right chemistry. So I kind of went looking for some chemistry last night and I found it. It was AH-MAZ-ING."

"Ok. Tell us everything!" Sophia said excitedly.

"Well we kinda just did it in the disabled toilets, up against a wall."

"Fuck. Like in the movies!" said Sophia.

"Yeah. He knew exactly what to do and it was incredible."

"So what's the stupid part?" said Brinda inquisitively.

"Afterwards he told me he's got a girlfriend."

"What?!" Both girls gasped.

"Look, I don't care. I wasn't looking for a relationship with him or anything. I just wanted to have wild, stupid sex with a hot guy while I'm still young!"

"Oh kay." The girls thought I was stupid, I could tell.

"But anyway. No more guys, no more big night's out for me. I'm happy, I'm done now."

"Uh huh. Sure. You are so going to fuck him again." Sophia said unconvinced.

"If I avoid the uni bar for the next 3 years, I should be fine."

We all laughed.

***

As much as I would have loved to have sex with Cam again, I thought it best if I avoided the Uni Bar for a while. I focused on my studies and getting through the rest of the longest year of my life. But studying and being stuck in my shoebox of a room, started to take it's toll. I decided I definitely needed to look for accomodation off Campus for my second year if I was ever going to be able to make it through my degree. But the thought of it still made me nauseous. I was so overwhelmingly homesick. I missed my house, I missed my cat, I missed Reece, I even missed my Mum and Dad.

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