𝘄𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱 || 𝘀𝗮𝗸𝘂𝗮𝘁𝘀𝘂

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Now Atsumus not know for being someone in serious, committed relationships. He's a man of hook ups, a man of one night stands.

However, he wasn't always like this.

When Atsumu Miya was 16. He got into his first relationship.

He had all his firsts with them.

He had never held someone's hand before being with him.

This man on the other hand.

Had done everything.
He had all his firsts.

Maybe Atsumu shouldve listened. He shouldnt have gone for a 17 year old.

Everyone said he was going to regret it.

and he did.

because kitsu ruined everything for him.

he left highschool never intending to get into another relationship.

so it was just his luck that he ran into him again at his university, hours after being asked out by Sakusa.

Atsumu was always a little gullible. He's always had a big heart. Seeing Kitsu all over again, brought back everything. It brought back a desire to show him he was good enough, to show Kitsu he shouldn't have cheated.

And well. Atsumu. he listened to that desire, so it really is his fault. isnt it??

but he and sakusa werent even together yet. so sakusa had no reason to get so angry.

and if sakusa had just fucking listened to what atsumu had to say, instead of running away and ghosting him.

maybe they could've been together.

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Atsumu Miya misses Sakusa.

Its no surprise

They had something real

something Atsumu always wanted.

And yeah, on some nights he misses him.

But on other nights, he remembers the cruel words that left Sakusas lips after he walked out of that janitors closet.

God those words hurt.

They replayed in his mind when he was at his lowest points in real life

They replayed in his mind whenever he got drunk

And most importantly, they replayed in his mind, years after university, when he laid his eyes on Sakusa again.