Dear anyone out there,
Someone please help me, save me, do anything. I need to keep myself busy, there are voices in my head telling me that I'm useless.
I NEED TO SCREAM
I NEED TO CRY
I NEED TO CUT
but most importantly
I NEED TO LEAVE THIS HELL HOLE AND DIE! Why couldn't you have been here for me? I thought family sticks together through everything.I'm sorry for what I did mum and dad. I knew that It was a stupid idea but I thought it would help, but it only made things worst for you.
I know I'm not that smart, I know that I'm not perfect, skinny, nor fat, but I do know that I'm a disapointment, and I know that I'm screwed up in the head. I was made this way! God made me that way...
Can someone just please help and care for me?
Yours truly,
Sara
YOU ARE READING
I'm sorry
RandomDear anyone out there, I'm sorry that you had to find me this way. I was never loved by anyone, mom would always come home drunk and just ignore me. I tried to hide my pain by cutting artwork into my skin but it wouldn't work. I tried really hard, e...