Dear anyone out there,
Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be happy with myself. I worry that if I can't be happy with myself, then nobody will ever be happy with me, and that makes me even more paranoid. It's a cycle, insecurity, un-confidence, and diffidence, its all a cycle and its destroying me.
I went to school again today, I tried to forget about the boy who had ran away from me after I saved him. Did I do something wrong? Luckily the schools bully wasn't here today. I think she is sick, but i dont know. I sat alone today at lunch like usual, but today I felt different. I tried talking to people, but the more they didn't respond to me or even look at me I noticed something.Today, I finally realized how little I mean to people. Nothing will change when I'm no longer here. They'll carry on, and act like I never meant a thing.
Do you ever feel, so sad that your heart aches? But you just feel so, empty? Like you're nothing, and your life is nothing? And you feel like everything would be better if you could sleep, for a while. Do you ever feel like that? Because that's exactly how I feel.
Yours truly,
Sara
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