The Hidden Color Of Winter: (KnB/ Haizaki x OC Fanfict)

Chapter 24: Lie

“Where do you want to go?” Akashi ask as he drives his black Lamborghini through the road gaining a couple of attention. He won the race earlier and here I am murmuring to myself. How fast could he get? Oh I totally forgot that he’s a basketball player… must be the reason, or explaination why he won earlier.

“Anywhere…” I uttered looking outside of the car. I saw a family on the road later on, a mother and a father standing behind their kids. The older boy gave the younger girl with some icecream as I observe them carefully. I miss my brother… I miss my mother…. I miss my old father….

I grew sad a little as the same scene played in my mind with my and my older brother’s younger image.

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“Yukino, don’t be upset…” My older brother tried to cheer me up. Even he’s quite busy on his studies and club activities, I’m glad he still have some time with me. But if those times are only spend through teasing me repeatedly, I rather don’t like such attention.

“I hate you…” I uttered still quite annoyed. I’m already a second year middle school student while my brother is a graduating high school students. Even so, I’m acting like a kid or so. Though, I only act like this when my brother’s with me. You’ll usually see me serious and all if I’m not with my brother.

Who would not hate him anyway? He deleted a story I type for 3 months and it had more than 50 chapter and 134, 786 words! I stayed up all night for that story at times and expose my eyes to this thing called radiation that may have damage my eyes! And he… he just deleted it! (true to life experience, though on my part the story only has 20k plus words XD)

I feel like crying just thinking about it…

“I’m sorry… I know you’re a smart girl, you can write something far more better than that…. Don’t worry I’ll treat you every day as an apology!” He uttered smiling gently at me. Those purple eyes which he inherited from my father and rather long snow white locks which he inherit from mom makes him look so irresistible. I’m s proud to have such handsome brother around.

“That won’t bring my story back…” I uttered as I tried to hold back my tears while pouting. He stood up with a sigh as he left me. That made me really upset. But later he came back with a mustache on his face. Just looking at it makes me smile for no reason.

“Roses are red, violets are blue, don’t be sad, don’t be blue, Frankenstein was ugly to!” Even so he’s preferring to me, I just laugh. “Don’t worry I’m your brither to! I look exactly like  you!”

That made me burst into laughter.

“Roses are red, violets are blue, a face like yours belongs to the zoo, don’t be mad I’ll be there to, not in a cage, but laughing at you.” I laugh even more with his Indian accent. Later he knelt in front of me, now with a tomato nose, a glass with a thick brew, and that mustache not disappearing from his face.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I delete your story, I though the folder was empty, please forgive me, I know you love writing, I know you love typing, but I didn’t know, that folder has a story about a crow, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, oh please forgive me, for deleting your treasure, for deleting your story.” He smiled at me in a very sincere way.  As my mood lighten up a bit… he’s really good with Indian accent and poems. XD

“Well I am your genius sister! I can write that back again!” I grinned as I stood up as my hand on my hips. With my twin tail bouncing since it was curled temporarily.

“So you forgive me?” He uttered in a rather pleading look.

“you’re far more important than those stories!” I smiled widely as I he stood up.

“Thank you Imouto-chan! c’mon I’ll treat you some strawberry smoothies~!”

“Yeay~! I love you Nii-chan!” I’m 15, but then again… why would I be shy telling someone I truly love I love you? Those who can’t are cowards!

“love you to Yukino.”

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[“A buss fell of the cliff, at exactly 3:29 p.m. the buss is supposed to be heading back to Tokyo with 25 student of Seiho, when it loss control and went straight down the cliff. One was reported dead and the others were neither deeply or slightly injured.”]

I ran as fast as I could, panting heavily after hearing the news. Completely forgetting I have a driver waiting for me. My brother was in that buss…

Oh God…

Please… please…

Please…

“Yukinii-chan!” I uttered aloud entering the hospital, I stop on my tracks as I saw father seemingly frustrated as he was pulling his own hair. I step a little closer to him as I once saw that expression he wore when mom died. I shivered.

“Yukino, sweetheart…” His hand landed on my shoulder as his grip on it tightens. For some reason, I cought myself crying. “please stay strong…”

“Dad?” My lips trembled as he stared at me straight into the eye.

“Yukino…Your Onii-chan… Yuki, is dead…” More tears stream down my cheeks as I push dad away.

“No that’s not real!” I continued crying as I hit Dad. He promise me… he promise me…

My Dad then secured me into a tight embrace as I continued hitting his chest weakly. “You’re lying… he’s not dead…”

Even so, I gently pushed Dad away as I saw an wide open door. Before I could even enter the room, I fainted clearly seeing everything. My brother laying lifeless on the bed, his skin had  grew pale, eyes tightly shut, bruises covering his body as the bracelet I made for him still remained around his wrist. Just seeing it…  makes me want to die…

“Yukino!”

I can’t take this anymore…

Now what’s my life for?

Things went blur, things went dark…

My world had fell apartment.

Is this a punishment?

I wonder what the crime I had commited.

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“Yukino!” I snapped back into reality, as I look at Akashi. I then blink before giving him a apologetic smile.

“I’m sorry… I was lost in my thoughts.” I uttered my smile not fading on my face, he just blink once as he face the drive way again.

“Daydreaming again?” He asked still serious in driving as I look at him before looking at the road later on.

“Nah… just a nightmare that went back to bother me.” I uttered, telling a little of the truth.

Once more, my heart fell heavy as I saw more kids playing around with their family looking after them. Even so, I’m clearly seeing a family of raven heads, what plays in my mind is the image of my family as I play along wit Yukinii.

Happy memories… they neither make you smile, or break your heart…

Knowing those memories won’t ever happened again…

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 yeah! see you! for i am to celebrate the day of 2 months of no classes!