Cloudy Mind

The ending always sad

I envy

Of how they can continue dreaming

While I can't even have one

I envy

Of how they don't have to hide the pain

While I'm trying so hard to cover it

I envy

Of how genuinely their smile

While my mask start to broke

And I'm envy

Of how They can took their own life so easily

While here I am

Want to do so

Yet don't have the courage

The ending always sad

And the beginning always hard..