Silent whispers

two | rüya

"I don't believe in love"
"You will"
"How?"
"The right person will make you believe in love"
"Are you the right person?"
"Maybe"
"If not?"
"The right person will come one day but you need to believe first"
"I will try"
„Promise me"
„I promise"
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BOOM! A loud noise sounded from downstairs. It sounded like it was coming from the kitchen, maybe Meral is here. I jumped out of my bed and went to the bathroom to wash my face. I was standing in front of the mirror trying to understand and remember my dream. Who was this person? Is this like a sign that i should start believing in love? My head hurts. I couldn't sleep well this night I was thinking about Efe.
I didn't take the topic love seriously but now I was beginning to think I should have. Maybe if I believe I will feel love someday? My thoughts and questions will never end but I should go to work so I left the bathroom and went to my wardrobe.

On my way to work I thought of texting Efe and wrote him a simple message saying "good morning" I sent it and just like yesterday he answered after few seconds.
"Good morning güneş"
"Didn't think you would be awake now" I smiled after saying this because my goals was finding out what he works.
"I need money to live too"
"What do you do for living?"
"Top secret. It would reveal too much. Are you going to work too?"
"Yes on my way. I am bored tell me something about you that doesn't reveal too much"
„My favorite ice cream is bubble gum"
"Interesting. Mine is watermelon"
"We will eat ice cream together one day mark my words Güneş"
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„Good morning you seem happy today"
„Bariş" I said, while placing my hand on my heart he had frightened me for seconds.
„Dicle" his eyes were everywhere on me but not my face. I started doubting the suitability of my outfit.
"You look beautiful" he whispered it so quiet I wasn't even sure if he said that but when I looked in his eyes again he was smiling "thank you" calm down dicle. He says that probably to every girl to make her feel better. He is just a gentleman. It is not because he likes you.

"Dicleee" he got me out of my thoughts.
"Oh sorry I was not- here.. mentally. I guess"
"I noticed" he was grinning as if he knew I was thinking about him and his words.

"So what is the plan for today?"
"My Series now is making finale soon so I am something like jobless" he laughed and she wished he would never stop

"But you have new offers already and by the way you have a meeting tonight with a film producer who wanted to get to know you. He called me yesterday and I told him if you don't have anything planned for tonight you could meet him in the restaurant so do you have anything else tonight?"
"Not really but you will come with me right?"
"Only if you want"
"What a question of course i want"
"Okay then. You have set in-" she looked at her watch "one hour what will you do till then?"
"Drink a coffee downstairs if you don't have to work come with me"
"Well I have time"

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"We didn't have enough time to get to know each other so I will start. I am Bariş Havas as you know I am 24 and I live here in Istanbul with my brother Aydin, who is 3 years older than me"
"I could have found everything you told me in the internet but it is better to hear it from you. I am Dicle Ertem, 23 years old and I live with Meral my best friend. She is 25 and works as an assistant in another agency.
"We can hang up all together someday" he said it in an insecure way that made me feel bad. Maybe I am too hard to him? He is trying to be friends with me and I keep blocking him up.
"Yes why not? I would love that" I think Meral would love that even more
"Which colour will you wear tonight?"
"I think red why?"
"Nothing. Just asking. So red?"
"Yes" For some reason I don't believe him that he is just asking without any background thoughts.
"I think I have to leave now" he said
"Oh right see you tonight"
"See you" his hand stroked my back while he was leaving with his genuine and charming smile that warms my heart and for the first time in my life i felt butterflies in my stomach.
I am hungry i thought.

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so so sorry that you had to wait. I was on vacation + i don't feel like what i write is beautiful and enjoyable. Even what i published here is not what i wanted but i don't want you to wait more i hope you like it and i will try to write the next chapter as soon as possible 🙋🏻‍♀️🤍
-S