Wish I could choose who I love

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BILLIE'S POV

I woke up reaching for aubrey's side of the bed just to see she's not there. But I couldn't here her anywhere in the house. After I little while I finally decided to get out of the bed and look for her. I walked down the stairs and checked the kitchen, the living room, and the dining room. "Where the fuck is this girl" I said out loud. "Babe" I said and all I got back was my own echo

Maybe she's in the backyard I thought to myself. I went out to the backyard and saw her in skin tight leggings and a sports bra. Doing pre workout exercises with meditation music on. "Baby what the hell are you doing" I asked her with a small laugh causing her to turn around in shock.

"Oh hi my love I didn't know you where awake" She told me sweetly as she got up and walked up to me and caressed my face. "Love your pregnant you can't just get up and go without letting me know" I told her while she rubbed her thumb on my cheek. "I'm sorry baby I didn't think it would upset you" Aubrey said to me softly before pulling me into a soft kiss filled with love.
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I had to go to a management meeting because they wanted to discuss a tour with me. And they did but the big problem is because of the time they want to start tour is around the time that aubrey is going to give birth. They didn't even give me time to speak it was like the decision was already made for me. I walk into the house and hear music coming from the kitchen. I popped my head in to see Aubrey making vegan cinnamon rolls from scratch. who's cleaning this kitchen because it's not me.

"Hey baby" I said as I wrapped my arms around her waist. "Hello my love, I didn't think you'd be back already" She said to me as she turned around in my arms to give me a hug. "It wasn't much of a meeting" I mumbled under my breath hoping she wouldn't hear. "what do mean by that" Aubrey told me turning back around to put the rolls in the oven. fuck I didn't want to talk about now. "You know how much I love you...right" I said in a sing song voice. "Cut to the chace billie" She said to me with a straight face.

"So my management wants my to go on tour, and the timing of the tour is awful because it's around the time you're supposed to give birth." I said looking to so her reaction she looked like she was thinking extremely hard. "When I said it wasn't much of a meeting I meant it because they didn't give a choice I have to do it." I finish and release a breath of air I didn't realize I was holding in. Aubrey didn't speak I don't even think she moved she just stares straight foreword. She eventually let out a small "oh...okay" and turned back around and finished the rolls.
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It's around 5pm now, when Aubrey finished the rolls she put them in the fridge and went to our shared bedroom. She hasn't come down since and I didn't say anything because I didn't want to bother her. But i'm starting to get worried it's been around 3 hours since i've seen her.

I decided to walk upstairs and knock softly on the door "Baby can you open the door, you've been in here for a while I just want to know that you're okay". The door slowly opens and I see her she has dried tears on face and her eyes are red. She's wearing a big white t-shirt and some black shorts. Her little baby belly shows a little threw the shirt she walks back over to the bed and crawls into the blankets. "My love tell me what's wrong please I want to help you" I said to her getting under the covers and wrapping my arms around her rubbing her belly.

"So you're going to miss your child's birth, for a tour that you can go on another time?" I sighed deeply and said "I don't have a choice the stadium's are booked and tour dates and prices are already set" "Why...why" she whispered to herself. "I know this is upsetting but we're going to figure this out...we always do" I spoke calmly and pulled her close to me.

Authors note
hey guys is been a while I have been really busy but i'm back making updates. I also wanna thank you guys for almost 3k reads I really appreciate it 🤗