Part 5

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                              NEJI X READER
PLEASE READ- before you read this chapter I wanted to say I'm so proud of all the people who survived this and I'm sorry to the people who are still going through it if your still going through it just know your not alone im one of them to... ok ill let you read it now-
CHAPTER 5- BLOOD
TW- SH

blood.

that's the only thing you see these days. Blood blood blood. that's how it all started. It's not like anyone can stop you either...your parents are dead

FLASHBACK 2 YEARS AGO

"OK Y/N ITS TIME FOR US TO GO" your mother yelled from the living room "OK MOM" you replied from your room. you were to busy drawing a photo to walk downstairs and give your mom a hug so you stayed in your room.

FAST-FORWARD 3 MONTHS

"I hope they come back soon it's been a couple months" you say out loud in your empty house. Well was empty house that is. *knocking* "who is knocking on the door at this time" you said to yourself as you were making your way downstairs. "COMING" you wished it was your parents who came back but that's was what you wished... "hello is this the house of (moms name) and (dads name)" was the first thing you heard when you opened the door to ambu black cops. "Yes it is" you replied with a shaky voice "I'm sorry but-" the man got cut off by you starting to cry replying with "I know..." and so after they left it's where it all began... "AAAAHHHH" you screamed loud but not loud enough for anyone else to hear you "DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT" you said in between cry's. "IT HURTS IT HURTS TO MUCH WHY DIDNT I SAY ANYTHING IM SO STUPID AND WEAK I COULDNT SAY GOODBYE TO MY OWN FUCKING PARENTS" you screamed as you fell to the floor by the pain and regret that filled your body. then it hit you. you quickly got up ran to your dads tools and grabbed a razor that was still in the packaging. "DAMNIT" you screamed as you were running into the bathroom. "I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE" you said as you started by making a cut on your wrist. "FUCK" then 4 more "IM SO WEAK" then 5 on the other wrist "WHY ME" then 7 all over your legs "I HATE MYSELF" then 7 on your other leg "LOOK AT ME IM A DUMB BITCH WHO IS SO DAMN WEAK" then you started putting lemon juice in the cuts every last one of them "AAAHHHH" you screamed as the pain was getting worse. you then ran into the woods and left a trail of blood from your wrists that led from your house to the woods and that's where you met hinata...

END OF FLASHBACK

you looked at your scars and started to cry and cry and cry that's when it started all over again...

Again I wanted to say if you made it through this Im is proud of you keep it up if you haven't yet and your dealing with it im just like you and trust me it gets better also to the people who haven't done it yet im telling you now do not do it it's not worth it trust me it's really not

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