I am happy but sad, sad but happy to see you.
Jungkook POV:
Slow down.... Love it's not time yet to pound like this, I am not telling you to give up but slow down I told my heart calming myself down.
When I sat beside her acting all cute but it is all worth it. My heart weighed down when namjoon Hyung started losing his composure just like me when we are with her.
But damn these little things I notice every time I am with her is challenging me to keep you beside me right now.
I wanted to ask you what is all the things that made you break out so much, You cried so much that you couldn't breathe which made my heart turn blue.
To me, you are hope. No matter what I kept hiding within me I should have to admit that the idol life that we chose shouldn't let our heartbreak or sad chapter in my life there shouldn't be disappointments or stop us from becoming what we meant to become.
And of course, the life in front of you is so much more important than me being in your life so I will and I have to wait who knows I might find my soul mate waiting for you or become the one with no one.
I don't want to become another pain in your life that keeps you from becoming all that you want to be.
Just by thinking I dazed off on her shoulder and me V Hyung and Jimin on J-hopes Hyung's shoulder and I didn't notice the rest of them.
But this morning when I woke up I am left on the sofa along with the rest of everyone except you, but wait what are all these cute pairs in front of me.
Suga Hyung already woke up and I saw him coming from the kitchen with cups I got all excited to see all of the sleeping people for some reason, we watched a Disney movie, It was my choice tho, I thought of picking a horror movie since Jimin and Yoori were taking forever to pick one but considering Hope Hyung and Monica I chose this movie but it is all worth.
"Is that for me I asked Suga Hyung?"
"No, It is coffee I have poured milk for you and made coffee for the rest go get your milk and wake these dorks up, I can't believe we fell asleep here while watching a Disney movie, My back hurts, Suga Hyung whined."
"Why I think it's the fun night, I said yeeting myself from the couch to get my milk."
"Eun Ae here coffee I heard Suga Hyung waking her up. What a beautiful day. wow. I rolled my eyes saying this and got a death glare from him."
I woke up with coffee and everyone is whining about their back pain s
I teased the hell out of Jimin hyung for letting yoori sleep on his lap and whining about back pain. LOL. I really love being alone and all but this night out with these people and these three girls who are just like us... Wow. I really loved it.
But by the way."Yeah, Where is Monica, I asked Yoori?"
"Oh! she might have gone back to her room cause she could never fall asleep here, We will go wake her now, Yoori said."
"She gave us blankets too, see V Hyung said."
Everyone nodded in response.
"But wait, where is Namjoon by the way?! I said."
"Maybe in his room, let's finish the coffee first I will go wake him up, Jin Hyung said."
"And Yoori if you want to go back to your place please let us know we are free today so we will drop you off since we dragged you here, Jin Hyung said."
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