MY SECRET ADMIRER 💜 (aka addict)

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If it feels right...we don't question it. Right?

Monica POV:

"You guys know right? We have an important competition next month, practice hard I don't think the third member is going to come anytime soon so, it's on you both. Manager Oppa said when I and Eun ae are having the lunch he brought."

"we said yes enthusiastically."
Of course, the competition is going to be tough but if we can make it, we are selected for good.

It's a traditional competition between trainees of big companies. until we go there and perform we will not know with whom we are competing and the judges. Crazy right? But all I know is every trainee work their butt off for this competition.

"OKAY... complete the lunch and get back to practice, this is quite prestigious to us please work hard, it's from CEO, manager Oppa said to us."

"Don't worry Oppa we will work hard, we both said unanimously."

"I know you will, manager Oppa said leaving us with lunch."
The one and only salad, veggies and cherry tomatoes. Only greens. I think I and Eun ae might become goats after eating leaves everyday. Huh we can't complain either this is what we chose.

We both went back to practice as soon as we are done with lunch. the schedule is hectic. Dance class after that vocal lessons and rap lessons and then gym, we got exhausted.
So, today I decided to go along with Eun ae, I'm already too tired to spend extra time practicing by myself.

"Eun ae let's go I said after the teacher said we are done for today."

"Yeah, I'm starving and sleepy I don't know what I'm going to do first eating or falling asleep. Eun ae said weakly." I just smiled at her.

"Monica help me get up she said lifting her two hands."
"Come on I said holding her hands."

"Oppa you are not coming with us I asked the manager"
when I saw the familiar faces that we came along with this morning infront of the car.

"No. Monica go with your seniors today, I have some work to do regarding that third member coming, Oppa said while checking his phone."

I looked at everyone in front of the car, I was still a bit far from them they can only see me. Eun ae already ran there to sit inside the car, she is too tired to bother who is coming with us. RM, Jungkook and Jimin are looking my way, maybe they are waiting for me.

I can't possibly go along with them, not two times in a day, I can't take it.

"Oppa can I please go to the store and go home after some shopping I need something I said to manager Oppa."

"No just go with them they are waiting for you he said still doing something."

"Please Oppa, I really need something and tell them to go I will take a cab or bus it is nearby anyway I said."
With my puppy eyes and I know he can't possibly reject this time.

"OKAY, but go home early and call me when you are done. Manager said."
He told them to go home.

I went to take the bus immediately. I didn't care whether they are looking at me or not. Lol, I'm so dramatic aren't I? I can't help but never go along with him. Right now I just need peace of mind and some rest from my overthinking. So yeah. I should do this.I just roamed in a convenience store near our apartments after getting down from the bus. I found myself at peace thinking nothing, I bought some food for Eun ae and sat there with some soya milk, I took a deep breath closing my eyes trying to concentrate on my milk and just milk.