Someone: hell.. I don't understand Love..
Huh? Who does...* * * * * * ** * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
RM pov:
Who is that boy? What on earth happened to him to leave this little girl and go away all of sudden? Or am I overreacting?
My head is breaking right now. I feel like I am suddenly listening to all the songs I made at a time.
Should I wake this girl up. It's been hours we have been here and I'm sure they must be worried. This girl...yeah.. atleast she didn't forget to bring phone with her.
But on top of all this the 'awareness of she touching me and sleeping soundly without any clue is overwhelming all my senses.'
Hope it's all for good. I don't want to define or decode anything between us right now.. may be she is intresting little girl yeah obviously most part of her resembles me or may be she is my junior who has heart of kitkat chocolate. I can't overthink over this right..!?You know there is this Saying.. 'curiosity often leads to trouble'
Let me see what brings all this.Mmm..
I hope atleast this time she won't shout or scream. when she wake up and find herself in my arms.At this moment my stupid self forgot to tell members where I am right now and also forgetting about all the consequences.
I fell asleep. I just closed my eyes leaning my head towards her head for support. When I did that I should have thought about the back and neck pain. staying in that position for hours.
I wonder what exactly she was thinking when she told about that boy to me.
You know what! I could stay next to you listening to everything you say even the topic is funky or may be not intresting or boring...just I like you being near me. Because may be because...I can get out of my own thoughts over someone who isn't worth my attention.
In the process of organizing my thoughts I now totally forgot about everything and I don't know when I fell asleep like that.
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After sometime. I don't know exactly what hour. I felt hands gripping my shoulder. And making me wake up from my sleep and fluttered.
Now there is literally no space left between us. Her breath is faning my neck and that is insanely sending chills over my body. Like I can't hold back the itching to hug her back anymore. Not after her chest is almost touching my body that I can feel her heartbeat. And mine thumping like it is going to come out any moment from my chest.
I honestly tried to loosen from her grip because if I hug her back now that would be like I am taking advantage of her.So I inhaled hardly and tried taking her hand away from me but she gripped even tighter.
"Why are you moving away from me.
You can't. cause you are my cute little baby pink bear. Monica mumbled under her breath."And trust me no guy can't found how sexy she sounded with her sleepy voice.
But still found myself laughing hard.. Because she is thinking me as her teddy bear."Wait..wait..wait... moinca said." Giving atleast one second gap fore each WAIT.
"Oh my god. Moinca 😅. I said loudly" enough to wake her but she didn't seem to hear me.I closed my mouth shut to listen what she is mumbling again.
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