Secrets

Chapter 6: Changes

I woke up, covered in blood, and Laura's lifeless body below me, covered in scratch marks and bites. I scream at the top of my lungs at the horrible sight in front of me. The fact that i lost control in my sleep horrified me. I kept screaming and looked in the mirror, there was that creature that Laura had described to me, the very thing i feared to turn into, the creature i feared to death . I started scratching at my skin aggressively and i clawed out my eyes in hope i never have to see that horrible sight again. 

I woke up with a scream. A Nightmare, a horrible one. Laura was still slepping, i'm glad i haven't woken her up. There's no way i'm going back to sleep after that. I went to the kitchen and quietly made some coffee. While i waited for the coffee i checked the fridge, how the heck did we manage to take the food with us yesterday? I just took some sushi and tried eating, i felt horrible but forced myself to eat. I had to run to the trashcan and threw it all up again. There was a fucking finger. Did i eat one of those fuckers? I pray to god that i just accidentally ate one of those bastards fingers, but that's bad enough as it is. The coffee was done and i drank a cup full of it. I managed to keep it in. I decided to go for a walk to clear my mind. I wrote a note for Laura that said i'd be back soon. I put on a hoodie and a jeans and went out, forgetting my shoes  and socks. I just walked off campus, avoiding the scene tho. I didn't want to see that horrible sight ever again. I didn't feel safe for other people, so i still went into the woods, taking a different path so i can avoid the bloody scene. I walked for what felt like hours, i forgot my phone so i couldn't tell. I just kept walking and walking, and then i smelled it. Blood. My senses really got fired up since last night, they changed immediantly, getting much stronger. I looked around and tried to concentrate on the smell. Then i heard tapping, I looked over from where it came from and there was a fox that had killed a Rabbit. A fresh Rabbit. Blood pouring out of it. I watched as the fresh warm blood dripped into the snow, coloring it bright red, and that was it. The only thing i remember is that  had a dead Rabbit in font of me and the insides of the fox all over me. I threw it away in disgust, and i noticed the taste in my mouth which didn't mean anything good. I threw up and sure enough, i actually ate that poor fox. I felt horrible, i just took that poor animals life. I dug out two small graves and put the Rabbit and the fox to rest. 

Noelle: I'm sorry, i will get stronger. I promise. 

I said and started making my way back. My mind was set, either get it under control, or die. I was eager to get it under full control. When i came back the sun was already starting to rise, i didn't even notice it was dark. Guess seeing in the dark is also a stupid wolf's thing. I also have to survive college which is starting tomorrow, and bare with the changes happening to me. I have no idea how i will do that, but i guess i just have to. 

I went back to the dorms quietly, since my senses are so strong now i know nobody had followed or seen me. I quietly opened my dorms door, went inside and closed it even so quiety as to not wake up Laura. 

Laura: WERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!

Noelle: Jesus, you scared the shit out of me, i just went for a quick walk. 

How did i not hear or smell her? 

Laura: You have been out for six hours, didn't take your phone, or shoes for that matter, i was worried sick.

Noelle: I'm sorry, i just had to clear my mind, even tho it didn't work in the slightest. 

Laura: Is that your blood? 

She pointed at my hoodie which was covered in blood. 

Noelle: No its not mine, its of a poor fox that unfortunately crossed my path with a dead Rabbit in its mouth. I lost control again.