A/n: This is Miqaila's mother (In case y'all forgot who is Sara)
She owe y'all an explanation too about why she left.
Enjoy reading!
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She was an extremely introvert back in middle school. She grew up as an orphan and life never go easy with her. During her school days she don't have much friend and everyone avoided her as much as possible. She's really bad in communication and that make it worst so she ended up growing alone with no one by her side.
No one will ever believe her if she tell them that she were bullied at school by her classmates. The black and blue bruises all over her body are the strong evidence that she was bullied. Not once but uncountable times. She put on a smile during the day and cried out her soul late at night and it continued for a year. She becaame more and more unfriendly and hid herself from people. She started to live in her own world, far from everyone. In her world that she rules she can see herself killing everyone she hate.
Her academic became worst and little by little she fell into abyss of darkness. Depression took over herself and she battled with it alone everyday. There's too many things running through her mind and most of it is about how good is it to not being born in this world. She wanted to end her life because no one cares.. It's not like she need people's attention but words can never describe how she felt. The world felt empty.. There's nothing interesting in it at all. At some point she can't seem to understand.. What's the point of living?
Late at night when others were sounds asleep she stares at the scissor.. She looked down at the cliff. She stared at the cars passing by. The pills she hid under her pillow.. And the rope hanging at the ceiling. Isn't it obvious what she had in her mind? No one will understand because she can't even understand herself. How can others if she herself can't?