✔️ VIRGIN PITCHER || JUNGKOOK

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There's a progression in this relationship. First, from schoolmates to friends to best friends to lovers. From not knowing anything about him to knowing every single thing about him and vice versa.

Second, from kissing to getting off together to looking at each other's parts. Maybe only his not yours yet. He doesn't mind it though. Like he said, boys and girls are different. Boys are bit bolder in this type of exposure.

Plus, according to your little amount of knowledge, his stuff is hot and pretty and that's why he doesn't mind you looking at it.

What about you? Maybe later. You're not ready yet for that. What if he doesn't like what he sees? He doesn't think that you're pretty? That hunts your mind a lot. The insecurity you have now.

Compared your body and the others especially the cheerleaders, they're beautiful. They have the perfect body. That definition suits them the most. You don't have that big chests but it's average, just nice. But again to be compared to them, you're losing.

So questions like will he like your body? Will he thinks it's pretty? Will he be proud of what his girlfriend has? Bugging your mind lately. Especially when you know he's worth the definition of perfection in and out.

"Y/n? I've been calling your name and you didn't answer." Jin sits next to you with that same juice box. "Are you having problems? Love problems?"

"No...."
"I think yes. I know you. We're best friends come on. You can tell me, I'm all ears." Since nobody is in the room, maybe it is better to talk about it with him. Since he knows you in and out, he might be able to help you with it.

"I'm insecure about myself."
"Elaborate"
"I don't think I'm pretty enough." Jin is about to smack your head.

"Why though? You're pretty! Super pretty. Half of the baseball team has a crush on you, do you know that?"

Now hold on! How did he knows that? Either way.

"Still, if we put .. for example, the cheer captain and me, definitely people be swooning over her not me."

"And who says so?"
"Me....."
"Expected. You're dumb. But why would people be swooning over her? Not that she isn't pretty she is but you're prettier."
"She has hot body."
"And you don't?" You nod slow with a frown on your face.

Jin is trying to relate this insecurity with your love life and now he can fully grasp what is going on. "So you feel Jungkook will not like your body because someone else has a better body? Is that it?"

That's why it is the best to talk to Jin. He can understand you right away. "Why do you think of this? What makes you think he doesn't like what you have?"

"Cause he's hot." Jin can understand that too. "His dick is big isn't it?"

"What are you talking about?" You slap his hand and he slaps you back. "I can tell. Sis, I'm a man and I like man so I know man" Still it's not something that can be said out loud. And that's a lot of man.

"So you're scared cause he has hot bod and you have non. Get the heck outta here. You're hot! How many times do I have to tell you?"

"I'm insecure!"

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You knock on the door of your parent's bedroom. "Mom..." and your dad peeks at the door between the gap, you're there. "Yes sweety?"

"Can I talk with you for a while? Just a second." Your mom gestures your dad to get out of the room and he does just that. Closing the door so that the females in the house can have a private talk.

"What is it sweety.." since Jin is all confident with you and yet you're still not feeling good about it so it's better to ask someone who knows about this. Your mom is the best reference for this matter.

"How to not be insecure?"
"Is it about Jungkook?" She can tell right away. "Yeah..."

"Did he say anything that makes you feel this way? Or maybe his actions... or maybe it's just you who think about this?"

"The last one..."
"And why do you think so?"

Your fingers are fidgeting and you look down at it. "I don't think I'm pretty enough for him."
"Why is that?"
"I don't know. He's hot and .... Maybe cause there are lots of pretty girls at school and most of them are always around him."

"Cheerleaders." She says. "What is it that you don't have but they have?"

"Hot body." Your mom just chuckles and lifts your head up to look at her. "And you don't have one? Sweety. Hot body doesn't literally mean having a body with curve or big breasts or tiny waist or anything else..."

"Hot body means you know how to appreciate those flaws you're worried about. You have freckles on your collarbone area and you wear an off shoulder shirt, rocking it. That's hot. Maybe, a girl has not so big breasts but you know what? She wears this low cut dress showing her subtle cleavage, that's hot."

"You see how this works? It's not how your body looks like but how you feel, love about it. If you can love your body, for sure everyone else will too. Especially him."

"You think so?" She puts your hair behind your ears and gives the fondest smile ever. "I know so. Beside, your confidence and bold attitude, that adds to your hotness. Body is just another element under that. You're perfect the way you are."

Somehow that makes you feel relieved. Maybe she is right. If you really do appreciate what you have, you're hotter than hell. "Thanks mom." You hug her tight and she hugs back.

A knock on the door and slowly it opens wide. Yoongi. "Can you two hurry up? Dad's talking about his coin collection to me again. It's the 76th time already."

"Son listen... I received this European coin from the Queen herself and-" poor your brother.