"louisss" niall yelled as he entered louis' flat. he lives a few doors down to louis' apartment. they met in uni and found they lived in the same building. they have been bestfriends since.
"louis?" niall called out again. no response. "okay then, i'm coming into your room, don't be mad at me" niall laughed a little and started walking to louis door.
louis never allowed anyone in his room. anyone. no one other than himself. no one knew why. but when nialle entered his room. he saw it, there was a big board, with pictures of stan. ripped out. cut into peices but glued on the board. every single photo had some kind of cut or mark on them.
then there was another board. where every single deed stan ever did was written. it was louis' handwriting. niall had borrowed too many notes from him to not recognise his handwriting.
"louis" niall yelled this time. he started looking frantically around the whole apartment. when he didn't find him, he went in his room again and sat on the bed. there he broke down crying.
but suddenly he saw something shining, the bathroom door was creaked open, niall ran to the door and opened it further. there he saw it. louis' lifeless, pale body. laying on the ground with dried blood all around him and his wrist leaking.
niall couldn't hold it anymore. he sat beside louis, took him into his arms and called an ambulance. then he called zayn and liam who came almost immideatly.
zayn broke down seeing louis like that. liam ran out of the room. zayn ran after liam and hugged him, whispering sweet nothings into his ear trying to calm him down. when they came back to the room, they saw the boards. "the stan's deeds boards"
"niall, did you know about this?" zayn asked trying not to cry again, "n-no i saw it when i entered his room" nial said and started crying again. just then the paramedics ran in. took louis away, niall, zayn and liam following them in liam's car.
they couldn't bare seeing their bestfriend in the hospital. so they left. they wanted to stay, they really did. but they couldn't see louis that way. with a white blanket on top of him, a machine hooked onto him which stated that he isn't there anymore.
louis had no one, they gave him a proper burrial.
" louis tomlinson,
1991-2013
friend and loved "niall came by everyday. sat there, beside louis, talked to him like he was still there. he always kept a white delilah with him, it was a plastic one but he did. because it was louis' favourite. he brought a white delilah everyday for him. placed it on the grave.
"i don't know louis," niall started, holding back his tears "i don't know if i can ever be over your death. you were the best thing that ever happened to me. you know how they say that soulmates are not always lovers? i think we had that kinda connection. thankyou for the happiest 5 years of my life. i hope i'll be over your death. soon." with that niall laft the grave, this time not looking back, and maybe 'soon' does happen.
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soon. ⋆larry stylinson⋆
Fanfictionwhere it's hard to differ between what's real and what's not. and it might just be too late when you figure it out. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - lowercase intended