soon. ⋆larry stylinson⋆

explanation.

this story basically revolves around louis' life. at first he had a boyfriend. stan. who was louis' first everything. but then it all changed cuz stan did some bad deeds.

he cheated on louis, made fun of him in front of his whole school and uni. he molested him, raped him, and even after that, stan tried to kill him. but that wasnt what broke him, yes what stan did was horrible, it made permanent scars on louis but what broke him the most was that his family abandoned him.

his parents believed in god. way more than they did in their owm son. when he came out as gay, his parents scolded him, but didnt do anything far. but when he told his parents what stan did, they kicked him out. left him on the street. with nothing. but louis decided to live. until he couldnt do it anymore.

all of this resulted in louis having schizophrenia, which meant, harry isn't real. he is an alternate ego of louis which he created.

all the time harry wasn't ready to come out was louis fear after what his parents told him and how they hurt him.

all the time when harry would get angry, that represented louis anger towards stan. which was seen through the ripped pictures.

all the time harry would be missing, represented how louis was behind in his life. he wouldn't talk to people, it was only niall, liam and zayn. he wouldn't leave his room.

all the time louis told harry that he would wait for harry to be ready was the part where louis started to accept that maybe he should try. try to let go of the past. but then his alter ego would do something and he would stop again.

whenever he talked about meeting his family, he would be reminiscing the times he spent with them. when he said he told his mum about "harry" he was thinking of a different senerio then what his parents reacted to when he came out to them. he was hoping that they'd love him, so he created a small world where they did.

so when it was too much for louis to bare and he knew that he couldn't help himself to get over what stan did, he decided to die, he thought that maybe he would find the "peace" he was looking for.

he killed himself so had he wouldn't have to live with the pain that he had inside him for so long. niall, liam and zayn ; all of them knew what happened to louis cuz they met him in their first year if uni which was the same year as louis and stan's 5th year completion. but due to everything stan did, that wasn't possible.

niall, liam and zayn tried to help louis through everything, they did what they could but that wasnt enough to save him.

louis died to be free, away from this world and the people that live here calling themselves humans when they are nothing better than animals.

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and yeah. that is it guys, thankyou very much for reading this story, and if you like it, vote, comment and share it!

~ kris xx