I'm Sorry (Enderwalking) || Beeduo

Chapter 2

**Ranboo POV**
"What's up big man, is everything alright?" Tubbo says after he calms down from the nightmare.

"Tubbo... Your nightmare...," Tubbo  looks at me with nervous anticipation, "... Is nothing to worry about." I couldn't do it. I couldn't tell him. He sighs in relief. "That's good, if it were happening again, we may have to go through the same thing we went through a year and a half ago. I'm glad you don't have to go through that again."

I shiver at the memory of what I went through as I force a smile, "yeah I'm glad too. You should get some sleep." He lays down and I lay down beside him, just staring at the ceiling. "Goodnight big man," he says. I just lay and stare, thinking about all of the agony and pain it took to cleanse myself of Dream last time.

Dream was just put in prison, but he was in my head still. Always yelling at me to help him. I remember one time accidentally hitting Tubbo when I was enderwalking. I ended up leaving home for months until Sam figured out a way to get Dream out of my head.

I had to bathe in a holy water bath for 1 hour and submerge my head for the last 2 minutes in order to reset the voices in my head to zero. I remember screaming in agony while the water burned my skin and passing out after I came out of the water. I was in a coma for 4 days after that. In the end I still had voices in my head, but my connection to Dream was severed and he couldn't get it back because he was locked away. Tubbo was right by my side when I woke up and has continued to be by my side ever since.

Somehow Dream found his way back into my head. Maybe he never left and was waiting for the right time to control me. All I know is that I can't let him get to my family. I almost lost them once and I don't think I'd survive if they weren't in my life.

I might be losing my family now though and unfortunately I don't think taking a bath is going to solve it this time.