I'm Sorry (Enderwalking) || Beeduo

Alternate Ending (read after ch 9)

This alternate ending was requested by IIPokeBunII

This is a pretty long alternate ending to this story for those who don't like sad endings, this is after chapter 9.

**Triggers: death**
**Ranboo's POV**

I take my memory journals out and I look through all of them until I come to the one that says 'DO NOT READ'. I grab my flint and steel and I throw it into the fire. No one needs those memories anymore. I check the time. I have 11 more hours until Dream comes back. I head to the main nether portal and make my way to Philza's and Technoblade's.

As soon as I get there I am face to face with none other than Philza Minecraft. As soon as he sees me he seems to be relieved. I give him a quick hug. "I'm sorry for running earlier. Thank you for taking me in and saving me on multiple occasions. You are the father I never had and I could never repay you for the kindnesses you have shown me."

"Anytime mate, I'm always here for you. Are you planning on staying?"

"No I can't, I don't have time, I have to go visit some people before..." I cut myself off. "Bye Phil." He looks at me confused before he says, "bye mate, I'll see you later." I walk away, sighing, if only he knew.

I walk out of Phil's house and knock on Techno's door. He opens it with a face of slight shock. Before he can say anything I say, "I'm sorry Techno, for everything I've done to you. I promise that I will never hurt you again. I won't let myself." He puts a hand on my shoulder. "I'm not mad at you Ranboo, I'm just happy I didn't kill you." He chuckled lowly and I give him a quick smile. "Can't kill me that easily," I laugh before giving him a wave goodbye.

Two more places I have to go to.

I walk back to the Dream SMP and breathe deeply to calm my nerves before heading over to Tommy's house. I knock on his door and instinctively back up because I know he's going to be mad at me and try to kill me.

He opens the door and points his axe at me. "What do you want? I thought I told you to get the hell away from my family." I hold up my hands in surrender. "I'm not here to fight. It's me. The real me. I just wanted to say I'm sorry for not telling you the truth and I'm extremely sorry for putting my family in danger. I didn't realize what was happening with me until it was too late. I hope that one day you'll be able to forgive me. I'm sorry Tommy, for hurting you." He takes all of the words in but doesn't respond, I didn't expect him to.

He stares at me while I leave and I hear the door shut when I'm out of sight. One more place to go and this is going to be the most difficult. Step one is to go to the community house. I check the time, 4 hours left.

At the community house, I sit down in the corner and grab my memory book and flip to the end of the book. I need to write someone a message. I start to write...

Dear Tubbo,
The pain I have caused you and our son is unforgivable. You didn't deserve any of it and if I could take it all back, I would in a heart beat. I'm sorry for all that I have put you through, the physical pain, the lying and hiding things from you. The nuke that you have been looking for is in a secret room in our weapons vault. I am not sure how to enter but you are very smart and I know you'll figure it out. I want you to know that you and Michael are the best things that has ever happened to me and that I cherished all of the time that we spent together, but I also want you to know that I can't let myself hurt anyone else. Thank you for everything, bee.
  - Your Husband

After finishing the message I take it to Snowchester. I sneak into the mansion and I put it on my pillow. He'll see this when he wakes up. After that I go to Michael's room and I pet his head softly. "I'm so sorry..." I whisper, "I love you so much. Please grow up to be better than I ever was. Goodbye Michael." I leave the house and head back to the nether portal. I need to go somewhere where no one will have to find my body. A place that nobody visits anymore, the only reasonable place would be a location that brings back too many bad memories for people to visit.