My illegal relationship with my ex husband

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Thanks for the love for the story. I have always tried to show illegal as a love story a relationship which comes out because of situation and need of two persons .a relationship which is not based on lust but on pure love

ILLEGAL RELATIONSHIP WITH MY EX HUSBAND

RIDDHIMA'S POINT OF VIEW

I don't know what to say about my life as i always think my life is a rollercoaster ride which always shows different phase to me of life. Till now i had suffered a lot in life. First my mother died when i was 13 year old it was really horrible experience for me obviously for everyone their mother r their world but i lost my mother due to a small accident she died by falling down from stairs... Then my father died when i was 23 year old just after my final result declared.i was so happy to tell everyone about my result that i topped again in examination+i got awards and job in Delhi famous hospital but what i got in return was beyond everything i got the news that my father died due to electric shock in godown of the factory.i couldn't believe my best day became my worst day i can't believe today also that papa is not with me . He was my life and still he is my life. Daughter can never forget the love and care which she gets from her father.
Miss u papa love u more everyday . Dadu (vansh grandfather) made me vansh get married. It was already decided from many years that i and vansh will get married one day. . dadu always wanted me as his grand daughter in law. I had always seen vansh as my husband. This was the reason i started loving him seeing him indirectly, blushing thinking about him.aryan always teased me regarding vansh topic . I was really happy after but as passing time i got to know that vansh had never loved me . He was not even interested talk with me for him i was just daughter of his dadu company mere employee who didn't suit his status to talk but still i always tried to do everything for him. I loved him his harsh nature was hurting me everyday but i couldn't stop myself to love him . I had always hoped that one day he will loved me . But my hopes get broken when i came to know that vansh had a girlfriend whom he wanted to get married and he still in contact with her. I felt cheated my all hope died after seeing his betrayal.

There many things happened in that married life . The marriage which is pure relationship is only running because i want, because vansh family want it.but vansh never wanted it for him i m nothing just a thrash who will spoil his neat clean rich image in rich prosperous society. I didn't suit there .
I always tried but his cheating was breaking me and that time i decided i will move in from this relationship.

But after 1 year of my divorced . He comes back in my life he wants me in his life i don't want him but he wants me back . What he thinks of himself what i m Robot who doesn't have emotion i m human and i have emotions. I don't want him but he is doing same love things from past 6 months. he stalks me whenever i go outside. Is he don't have work but no he has he win best business man of rising youth of asia in America. I m happy for him but still i hate him I can't go to him not this time.

Life is unpredictable i don't want to go to my ex husband why will i he cheated on me during our marriage . He humiliated me by his gestures and words and most important thing i m in a relationship with neil i don't want to cheat him. Ya still love vansh how can i forget this man whom i has loved for 17 years of age. But still i give my loyalty to neil but yesterday night i broke them one moment after moment while sleeping with vansh.  We Just get intimate with each other last night. I don't want it but I can't stop myself doing this. I know i had done sin but i m not pure saint i have emotions and i can't stop him when he comes close to me. I had loved him since many years how can i forget him in just 1 year . Leaving him is necessary because i wanted to show my self respect i don't need his so called sur name whom he had so much proud. I m capable to raise myself my father had taught me how to live a life through his upbringing.

He comes more close to me by snuggling on me more. I had never done sex with everyone ya it is common nowadays to have sex with ur boyfriend but still me neil had get cozy a little but never fuck each other i don't want this before marriage and he wants to marry me soon but previous past experience was not good for me so i had said him to wait a little but what i had done  this is not done riddhima u should be ashamed urself for cheating neil who loves u immensely 
.u can't stop urself by fucking by vansh. U cheated neil riddhima u cheated him.

RIDDHIMA POINT OF VIEW ENDS.

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