Dreamsmp one shot book :)

Dreamnap~agnst

TW Cutting crying self harm

Ok so the chapter is based on the song heather and it's in Sapnaps POV talking about dream and George I just was listening to heather and thought it would make a decent chapter ok well sorry for this long intro

Sapnaps POV

I still remember the 3rd of December....

I was with Clay on the couch watching tv and George came and sat with us me and dream both smiled at him and continued watching.

*Timeskip*

I was in my room cutting myself again for the4th time this week I was just so upset that I would never have Clay it sounds selfish but I love him but he's too good for me George is perfect for him perfect body,hair just everything.

I'm not even half as pretty...

I don't deserve to be with him George does he I've seen the way he looks at George.

As she walks by....

I decide too stop cutting for now and cleanup when i finish I put dreams hoodie on that he gave me after I was at his house (in this story line they don't live together)and we were in the rain he said I could have it.

You said it looked better on me then it did you.....

I love Clay and I feel terrible for it because I've known him for about 8years now and we should stay platonic as munch as I wish it wasn't it it is and I can't change that sadly.

But if only you knew how much I liked you....
*time skip*
Later that day I found out Clay and George had started dating....I can't say I wasn't expecting it

She's got you mesmerized while I die...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~super sorry this was short I also know the lyrics to the song was not in order sorry I love you eat some yummy food drink water and your loved and worth it bye

-pickle💙💚