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Dreamnotfound~agnst~before you go

TW DEATH, SUICIDE,CRYING,BLOOD,KNIFE,CURSING,CUTTING,F SLUR,HOMOPHOBIA,DEAD BODY
K so here we go this is gonna be a lot of angst if you can't tell and yes I'm aloud to use the f slur but I'm still writing it like this "f*g#t"
Clays POV
God it's been exactly a year since George killed him self why would he have to do that I could have helped him?!I still remember that day as if it was yesterday.

*One year ago*

George's POV
Fuck I couldn't take this anymore I was just done with life and Clay was at work so I grabbed a knife,Paper,pencil and went to the bathroom and wrote on the paper :
Dear Clay,
Well this is probably gonna be a little cheesy but whatever um..so when you read this I will probably be dead but it's ok because I have peace now and don't think that it's your fault cause it's not not at all you were the person that kept me going you were the best boyfriend anyone could ever ask for you were there for me and thing that hurt me was my family there all extremely homophobic and call me things like f*g#t and a disappointment a waste of air and more but you were there for me and told me you love me and care about me but I guess it just wasn't enough and you shouldn't have to love me but I love you so munch always and forever ♾— George💙💚

I was sobbing when I finished I was sobbing I put the paper on the counter and I grabbed the knife took a deep breath and I was still sobbing I put It too my neck and-

Clays POV
I came home from work at around 6:30ish and said "George I'm home!" I expected George to come out in one of my oversized hoodie and in shorts and hug me cause that's what he usually does but he might have taken a nap or something I put my things down a looked for George I saw the bathroom door was opened slightly and I look in and I was devastated with what I saw it was George but he was on the ground dead in a pool of his own blood and he had a knife in his hands the second my mind processed what happened I started sobbing after about 30minutes I looked up and saw a note I looked at it and it was a suicide note and read it I started sobbing I eventually after about an hour got my phone and dialed 911 to pick up George's body "911 whats your emergency?" The person on the other end said "(Make up address here)"I say "ok sir I have the address but what you emergency?"They ask again "M-my bo-yfriend killed him-mself I say in between sobs "ok we're sending someone there on there way they'll be there in 5minutes" they say and hang up I just continue sobbing.

*Timeskip*

When they get there they take George's body away and Clean up everything and then leave I'm alone completely alone no ones here I can't cuddle with George anymore or kiss him play with his hair watch movies or make breakfast together or at least try and then cleanup the mess we made and picked up breakfast instead I was sobbing again and just laid on my bed and decided to watch his favorite movie (Random Movie because I don't know like any movie).

*Present/Current day*

I still miss him so so munch I love him so munch as well and I don't know if I can move on because I promised him I would him forever that's are promise we both made to each other we would be at each other's sides....

Always and forever...
But maybe Forever isn't always forever...
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Hiya or bye I love you eat some yummy food drink water and your loved and worth it bye

-pickle💙💚