You lost me at 1am
With your last mayhem
That you inflicted upon me
I've tried and now I've stopped fighting.
Tried to love you all these years
Tried to give you excuses for giving me tears
I tried so hard to be your friend
But now you've lost me in the end.
I can't live near you, I can't breathe
Can't survive the pain, I'm too weak
I kept taking it in, just one more day
And now you've broken me, I can't stay.
Couldn't leave before I kept waiting
For you to change, I was praying
And now you've hurt me beyond repair
Oh mother, you're the cause of all my despair.
All the negative emotions that has filled me up
I tried so much to endure till I felt I would drop
Dead onto the floor, I really did my best
Soaked it all up, suffered all your tests.
Now I just want to die, I want to leave you forever
I want to leave this world and disappear to the ethereal
I was so scared of never being known
Of leaving, of my story never being told.
But I don't fear that anymore, I just wanna go
Away from you and to the land of the unknown.
.......................
Death is bliss,living is the actual torture;
Or so it seems with you as my mother.
This was written for people undergoing parental abuse in hopes that we learn to understand them and give them the comfort they need. If any of us are going through this, you are not alone, please speak out, believe me, suicide is not the answer.
Thanks for reading.
J_Ally
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