I'm sorry Brother

My brother

Don't ask where I got the pictures at the top from
Tw:self harm , suicide, death,blood/ gore
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Me and my brother usually don't interact much, but thats only because my mother always thought of him as a mistake, something to get rid of.

I never saw him as such thing
I was the one that saw the effect of her actions
I saw him do stuff
I saw him...

The Reason he never wears short sleeve T-shirts or short pants
He hurt himself for feeling happy...
NO, he did it to feel something, anything

Our butler, Stephen died
It was a suicide...
That's what they say...
But it was him...
My brother...
He killed him...
Made it seem like it was a suicide...

Today I went in his room
To proof Mom...
No, to proof myself...
That I was not crazy...
That I didn't amagine these things but...
It was all true
His room seemed innocent
But his closet was...
Messed up to say the least...

That day I saw things...
I don't want to speak...
I can't speak....
He will....
He will find me....

No he won't ...
He can't....
He has been missing for the last three years...
I'm safe

The day my brother went missing...
My Mother made the biggest meal
They laughed, ate, drank, were happy
I just ate then went to my room...
No , I didn't thats what I told mother
I went to his room...
There, a Letter covered in blood...
His blood...
It read...

Dear sister,
When u read this I'm gone
I fled them
But not u
U held me
Warmed me
Not wanting to let go
Even after everything I did
U are special
A rope that I held onto
not wanting to fall down in the cave below.
It was always u
If u weren't there
They...
They would be dead

So please remember
I love u truly

Signed:
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I don't remember...
I can't remember...
Why can't I remember...
WHY can't I remember...
WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER...
I HAVE TO REMEMBER I HAVE TO REMEMBER HIM!

Miss please calm down

NO! I HAVE TO REMEMBER

SECURITY ! HELP