I'm sorry Brother

a soft bloody touch

I was woken up by the sun shining through the glass door to my blacony
I was lucky to get this room or at least that's what Jeff told me and to my surprise i wasn't alone
Slender he-he just stood there watching I-i don't know why I'm like this
I asked "what brought you here?" I wanted to say dear but that would seem wierd doesn't it, I could barely hold it back

"Don't mind me lucifer,  I was wondering what you've picked up from the house"

"Oh that ? It's an document that I've found the symbol seemed familiar to me because I've seen it before on the knife next to it "

"Are you getting closer ? If I may ask "

As I heard that question I regret what happed next I got up from my bed walked to my desk grabbed the knife and stabed it in the first thing I saw

a hand

his hand
I stabed it
Blood dripping from it
"I-i don't know what came over me"
As soon as I said that I was stopped his hand covered my mouth
He spoke his voice was shaking "you really need to work on controlling your blood lust"

I didn't ...
I didn't want to do that ...
Why did I?...
Goddammit it

I started crying
I was sorry
You could see every regret I had in my eyes
My vision was blurry
I felt like shit
Then a hand brushed through my hair and it calmed me, I love the judgmental silence he gave me still he made me feel human ,for the first time I felt wanted and needed

He pulled me into a hug or a somewhat hug
That was the first time I had a hug
I-it felt like my heart skipped a beat but why I didn't understand this feeling at first but I can to realize I've been falling and now I've hit the bottom
the knife still in his hand made me smile
I had a obsession with blood I loved everything about it
I has the one to pull away and get the knife out of his Hand
The only thing I could say was a soft "sorry" with my eye ticking
Then I heard a  tik tik tik
"Pumpkin?"
I turned to see a very happy bird
I let him in and he flew to my desk as soon as I turned around slender was gone
Of course, what did I expect
Pumpkin gave me the paper and said that he had seen a woman looking like Samy and she was in a flower field near the river west

I had the biggest smile and patted Pumpkin oh the peck
"God, I love you pumpkin "
I got a caw in return
I got my bag and wanted to leave but ...
I got a bottle and swiped the blood into it
I really loved blood

didn't take the stairs instead I jumped of the blacony I dint care if someone saw me I wanted to get her I soon realized pumpkin on my head again
"You really like it up there don't you?" I chuckled at him giving me an angry caw back, but than I got to the river I had to cross it but no where anything I had an idea it wasn't safe but it would do I didn't want to get wet anytime soon

I climbed a tree and jumped from one branch to another I got good at balancing since I've done this a lot but I got over the river and there was the flower field

And there-
There she was
My sister
Samy Gold

I-i really found her I sprinted tarts her and screamed out her name " SAMY!"