Euro lovers - mason mount

~THIRTYFIVE~

"Thanks for letting me stay at yours Dec, i appreciate it so much" I say hugging him.

"No problem, I have a spare bedroom you can stay in tonight." He told me.

"You're amazing" I smile.

"So do you wanna tell me what was said?" He asked.

"I explained the Harry situation and why he commented what he did but he wouldn't listen, he told me to leave." I briefly explain.

"He's probably just upset because he doesn't wanna be taken for granted like he was by his ex. Mason doesn't like sharing his life with anyone" dec told me.

"Well hopefully we can both sleep on it and have a talk tomorrow and sort things out."
I sigh.

"I hope so for the sake of you both. I mean it's pretty obvious how obsessed you both are with each other"   He said.

"I just wish mase would understand how much he means to me" I say.

"Just leave him be tonight then you can both go in with a fresh mindset tomorrow" he said.

"Yeah. I'm gonna go to bed now I think" I say.

"Good night. Sleep well" dec said hugging me before we both went to our rooms.

Beth:
I know we're not technically
on speaking terms right now
but I wanted to say how much
I miss you. I should be cuddling
you asleep right now but whatever,
things happen. Night I love you and
I will see you in the morning❤️
*read*

My mind wouldn't shut off from what had actually happened today, I was up just replaying his words in my head. I couldn't help but overthink everything like what if he was with another girl right now as payback. What if he doesn't want to be my 'friend' anymore. What if we will never sort this out, I've lost the love of my life.