As hinata was walking back to kageyama's house he thought about what his father said during that night."it's my fault, if I wouldn't have been there, if I would have taken my bike mom and natsu would still be..." As soon as he reached kageyama's house looked himself in the bathroom, breaking down crying on the cold floor.
"It was my fault, why am I such a screw up" He thought, and the negative thoughts just continued on and on. He just wanted them do stop, he just couldn't take those thoughts anymore.
As he was shivering and shaking on the floor, he didn't hear the knocking on the door. He always only just knew one way to get rid of the thoughts that he's having. Ignoring everything around he started searching for a blade and finding a razor in the cabinet.
He grabbed the blade with no second thought and started do cut himself, he didn't know why but he didn't hold back even a little bit. He just stop when he was starting to feel dizzy, he looked down at his arms and noticed the amount of blood on the floor, he didn't know why but he was oddly happy. As his world started fading to black the last thing that he saw was kageyama slamming the door open with his shoulder and running towards him.
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Tears a haikyuu fanfiction
FanfictionHinata has a secret. He has been living with his abusive father since his mother died, he lived with his father for nearly half a year now. TW ⚠️ - self-harm - abuse - suicide thoughts - rape
