you left a long time ago, at first it hurt more than anything. your name always used to make me smile as all I remembered were the good memories you gave to me for keeping. but now as I realized that your gone and you don't intend on loving me, any part of me that you used to love so much, I saw the truth. suddenly your name didn't make me smile anymore, it made me cringe. your name used to bring a mix of feelings that I never had the chance to express, but now it's dull. it's gone, and it's not going to come back.
