I wish I felt okay. I wish I could feel safe and sound. I wish like I felt like I was the only one in your heart. I wish to be okay. I can't take to be broken, I always leave before I'm left. I'm stuck with you, I'm sprung on you, and I'm willing to risk it all. Why must you approach her that way and why must you be so close? I'm always so cautious, and I have a reckless soul. I'm scared to lose it, I'm scared to lose you. But every time you hug her, it seems like you're over the moon. Maybe it's just the green taking over me but I swear I break just a little whenever you say her name. You seem very fond and spend a good amount of time, you seem to make her happy and vice versa. Dear god I can't go through this again. Please don't let me be hurt. Please let me have the safety. Maybe alone is the only way to be.
